SEASONS LYRICS

1. A Memoir

[Instrumental]

2. Retract

All the people that I've met
All the others they have left
Out of all the good things that I have
You're the one I'm glad I kept

But I wrote that line when I wanted you in my life
The things I've said and the places we've been
I want those memories erased from my head

I keep placing myself in these situations
It's happened three times before yet I keep on trying
I keep my head held high and they keep bashing me down
I keep my head high and they bash me

I keep placing myself in these situations
Sinking lower than the deepest of valleys
Finding myself in the darkest places

I've been in the dark so long that it feels like home
And I've come to realize I was born to be alone
To be alone
To be alone

Thick skin worn thin, I don't want to change
Thick skin worn thin, I just want to be appreciated

They say there'll be better days ahead
They say there'll be better days ahead

All the people that I've met
All the others they have left
Out of all the good things that I have
You're the one I'm glad I kept

I thought I made the right decision by keeping you around
But the moment I need you most you were nowhere
Nowhere to be found

3. Deep Rest

Somewhere between the dark and the light
I lost what I thought was my point in life - and now
I need direction, a place to call home
Instead of feeling like I am a ghost, I don't exist
The days repeat and never change
And what difference will I ever make

What difference will I make
What difference will I make
With the changes that take place
Where do I stand
Where am I at
And how long will this last

The words I spill will never contain
Exactly how or why I feel this way
I will not share with you, what's wrong with me
Because you'd never understand anyway

Will you be the change that I need
Will you be the change that I need
Please affect me in any way
Please affect me in any way

At this point in my life I've found that I have nothing that I see
This is wasted time

Where has the time gone
All I ever seem to do is run
Bury me beneath the sun
With all that I've done wrong

Where has the time gone
All I ever seem to do is run
Bury me beneath the sun
With all that I've done wrong

Bury me beneath the sun
With all that I've done wrong

4. Ambition

What drives you to wake up everyday
With the same face, in the same place
And nothing ever changes
What drives you to wake up everyday
With the same face, in the same place
And nothing ever changes

And nothing ever changes
My life is on repeat
Every second, every moment
Time is my
Time is my only friend

What drives you to wake up everyday
With the same face, in the same place
And nothing ever changes

Time spent well is time spent sleeping
And what hope do I have
To wake up and still be breathing
Oh what aspirations
Time is my
Time is my only friend

If I died right now I'd have nothing to show for my life
My harsh thinking left me in the dark
This disease spread through the night
And there's nothing I can do

There's nothing I can do
I'm going nowhere in life
I need someone just to me breathe
Why am I
Why am I alive

I've got time
I've got time to spare
I've got time

I find shelter in the darkest places
And it's keeping me
And it's keeping me from sleep

I find shelter in the darkest places
And it's keeping me
And it's keeping me from sleep

5. Everything You Never Knew

As we near the end
We regret all we did
What did we do
With all the time we spent

For those like me
This is my song for you
And if you feel this way
Then I feel for you

Why despise the one thing I'm good at
Closing doors, shutting them out
You never stood a chance
Someone should have warned you
You never stood a chance

I don't belong here
I don't belong anywhere
I should just go back
To the place I came from
Just leave me be

Feeling the pressure
Wanting to be accepted
I may stand out but I go unnoticed

I don't belong here
I don't belong anywhere
I should just go back
To the place I came from
Just leave me be

No one accepts me
And no one deserves me
I don't wanna change
I'll hold your grudge til the end
I wish we never met
So many things I regret
But mostly you

The words you choke are burning your throat
You lies will never get you anywhere
Take a look at what you did

I don't belong here
I don't belong anywhere

As we near the end
We regret all we did
What did we do
With all the time we spent





SEASONS LYRICS