SECRETS LYRICS

1. Intro

This goes to my, my brothers and my friends
My mother that I miss
My lover who holds my kiss
You’re the reason why I’ve seen the things I’ve seen
I did the things I did
I’ve lived the life I’ve lived
You’re the reason why

2. Rise Up

Hold on my mother said, don’t give up on this
Go on my lover said, you were meant for this
This is all I have, this is all I know
I could never let it go, all my life it’s filled me up with hope
I won’t quit, this is my purpose
And even through the struggles and hard times it’s fucking worth it

You gotta rise up, rise up, rise up
You gotta fight it, fight it, fight it
You can’t just follow, follow, follow
Greatness can’t arise through typical lives

It’s never easy to get what you want, step up your drive
Throw doubt aside when you fight for what you love
Your dreams are shot and there’s a chance to give up
Don’t give up, show your guts, show them what you’re made of
Overwhelmed by doubt, life’s currents wore me down
Losing what I need found
I’m adrift, out of it, alone among the crowd

You gotta rise up, rise up, rise up
You gotta fight it, fight it, fight it
You can’t just follow, follow, follow
Greatness can’t arise through typical lives
You gotta rise up, rise up, rise up
You gotta fight it, fight it, fight it
You can’t just follow, follow, follow
Greatness can’t arise through typical lives

Hold on my mother said, don’t give up on this
Go on my lover said, you were meant for this
Hold on my mother said, don’t give up on this
Go on my lover said, you were meant for this

You gotta rise up, rise up, rise up
You gotta fight it, fight it, fight it
You can’t just follow, follow, follow
Greatness can’t arise through typical lives
You gotta rise up, rise up, rise up
You gotta fight it, fight it, fight it
You can’t just follow, follow, follow
Greatness can’t arise through typical lives

3. Left Behind

I've been placed with the task of burning what I have left of any hope that I had
Avoiding hopelessness
He harder I try the further I fall into a hole that's too deep to climb up its walls
I can't break free

I got a feeling the world just left me behind
Every attempt that I make's not enough to get by
And there's no catching up this time

Oh, it costs enough to make your dreams go broke
Oh, this costs enough to make your dreams go broke

When will this end
When will I finally begin to push past all the problems I've been drowning in
I'm sick and tired of all the liars
They're telling me that life gets better
If I'd just pull myself together

I got a feeling the world just left me behind
Every attempt that I make's not enough to get by
And there's no catching up this time

Consistent let down, all the way down
Insistence won't help, that's what I've found
I got a feeling the world just left me behind
And there's no catching up this time

Oh, this costs enough to make your dreams go broke
Oh, this costs enough to make your dreams go broke
They're selling failures to me, purchase pending
I can't afford them, but I can't stop spending
Oh, this costs enough to make your dreams go broke

This life's got me down
I struggle just to find the solid ground
My thoughts are deceiving
I can't shake this feeling
I need a new beginning

I got a feeling the world just left me behind
Every attempt that I make's not enough to get by
And there's no catching up this time

Consistent let down, all the way down
Insistence won't help, that's what I've found
I got a feeling the world just left me behind
And there's no catching up this time

When will this end
When will I finally begin to push past all the problems I've been drowning in

4. Learn To Love

You're dodging each reflection
Mirrors haunt your soul, shake your bones
I think you're missing something darling leave that hole it's not your home
Of all the troubles that you worry over leave those thoughts alone

You keep losing grip on what you love
You hold tight, but it's never tight enough
You're losing everything
You'll earn the love you want when you learn to love yourself
You keep losing sight of what went wrong
It plays back, but the visions left you lost
You're losing everything
You'll earn the love you want when you learn to love yourself
Forgive me father
For I have sinned
I met the devil on my shoulder
Then I let him in
When no one could save me
He said he'd defend me
And with no sign from above
Could you fucking blame me
I’m fighting myself
I’m going crazy again
I’m just so damn tired of your voice in my head
Slow down, slow down
This world will make you think it's all about what you see

You keep losing grip on what you love
You hold tight, but it's never tight enough
You're losing everything
You'll earn the love you want when you learn to love yourself
You keep losing sight of what went wrong
It plays back, but the visions left you lost
You're losing everything
You'll earn the love you want when you learn to love yourself

I wonder how long that you can go on believing you're a stranger
That you'll never belong in your own skin
I'm here to tell you you're far from nothing

You keep losing grip on what you love
You hold tight, but it's never tight enough
You're losing everything
You'll earn the love you want when you learn to love yourself
You keep losing sight of what went wrong
It plays back, but the visions left you lost
You're losing everything
You'll earn the love you want when you learn to love yourself

5. Half Alive

I always heard rumors about "behind the scenes"
I found out that they're true, though vicious and obscene
I’m giving out false handshakes until my wrists break
Each interaction lacks any bit of passion what a shame

I've been deceived by the ones that I held in such high acclaim
"It is what it is" I’m told
It's par for the course to fit their mold
Blend in, blend in to the mess it's better to fit in
They scream give in, give in, give up what’s left of your innocence

Ring me out to dry
Nothing left inside cause my passion left me half alive
Have I lost the fight?
Was it meant to be or should I let this die
I’m barely hanging on
With every twist this rings me out to dry
Should I let this die?

I'm lost again
Should I blame my self?
What once was mine belongs to someone else
It's fine, it's fine
I think Ill be alright
Just ring me out to dry till there’s nothing inside
I've lost all that I have left to lose to you
My passions now past tense, but I just can't move past it

Ring me out to dry
Nothing left inside cause my passion left me half alive
Have I lost the fight?
Was it meant to be or should I let this die
I’m barely hanging on
With every twist this rings me out to dry
Should I let this die?

Took it in my own hands made this a mission
Warned before, but didn’t listen
A week attempt a failed transmission
Should it die or should I finish?

Ring me out to dry
Nothing left inside cause my passion left me half alive
Have I lost the fight?
Was it meant to be or should I let this die
I’m barely hanging on
With every twist this rings me out to dry
Should I let this die?

6. The Man That Never Was

I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
Pissed off at myself for what I’ve done
I’ve been down this path
I’ve felt the wrath of the sins from my past
It burns so deep
What I’ve done to you I’ll never escape
It burns so deep
You’re everything I’ll never be

I need to open my eyes to see again to see the way I was back then
Gotta find my way, gotta find a way back again
Tear open my chest to dig around and tell me why I’m such a mess
I got a fear that my heart got up and left

Oh I’m somewhere drifting hanging out with regret
We're laughing making jokes of past things I did
I call apathy my one and only friend
Keep a distance I could be contagious

I’m a little twisted and in dire need of assistance
I won’t quit these habits if I know I can't have it
Because, because I’m sick, I’m a dick
I’m quick with my words
Draw on me you'll get hurt
I’m scum, I’m numb
There's nothing you can do to me that I haven't done

I need to open my eyes to see again to see the way I was back then
Gotta find my way, gotta find a way back again
Tear open my chest to dig around and tell me why I’m such a mess
I got a fear that my heart got up and left

I am a shadow the hollowed out shell of a man that was
You're my mistake
You're my mistake
I’m the villain
Of this metropolis
I’ll sink this ship
I’ll burn this bridge
I’ll end what little life we're in

I need to open my eyes to see again to see the way I was back then
Gotta find my way, gotta find a way back again
Tear open my chest to dig around and tell me why I’m such a mess
I got a fear that my heart got up and left

Does it make sense to feel so spent?
Get this off my chest
Has the best of me came and went
Is this feeling passing? I keep asking
Is this temporary? Please be temporary

They say it gets better with time
Well it's been time enough and I want to live my life
I let you down now you've got me on hold
I just want to go home

7. For What It's Worth

For what it's worth I’m glad you stuck around
Even after I found out about what you've done
Now I got some questions rolling off my tongue
And I think your answers should be, well pretty fun
Last night I spied my pretty baby with a stranger more than a friend
It's fine, I'm fine
Answer the question, oh come on just cut the shit

You're fucking tongue tied
You keep tripping over every lie
Your alibis only buy you time
Til I cut this open, exposing the secrets you're holding
The shit you hide will catch up to you in time

You gave me all that I need to move on
Now all the love that I gave is withdrawn
I thought we built this structure safe and sound
Then you decided to tear it down
I can’t keep up with how quick you give up
On the only one who would never give up on you

You're fucking tongue tied
You keep tripping over every lie
Your alibis only buy you time
Til I cut this open, exposing the secrets you're holding
The shit you hide will catch up to you in time

You gave me all that I need to move on
So thanks for all the wasted time
You're no longer on my mind
One thing before you go
There's something you should know
You're worse than living alone
Worth less than trash on the road
You'll never make anyone miss home

You're fucking tongue tied
You keep tripping over every lie
Your alibis only buy you time
Til I cut this open, exposing the secrets you're holding
The shit you hide will catch up to you in time

8. I'll Be Fine

Just let it go...
Could you give me some time to think?
Another drink, I think that should suffice
Could you give me a moment, a moment between me and my vice
Just a taste to take away my thoughts and how I feel
Could you give me a moment?
This is my appeal
I’m thinking short term the big picture’s blurred, but living in the moment just hurts

Drunk days, drunk nights
I’ll be just fine, but you know that’s not the case tonight
These things take time
I’ll be just fine
Every ounce weighs me down
I won't let myself drown

It's just a phase it will go away
It's not a phase it's here to stay
I’m selling lies, but no ones buying, like I could quit anytime
This addiction’s got me stuck, but don’t drop a line I’ll be just fine

I feel empty and alone
Hoping this bottle takes me home
I feel hopeless and afraid
While I drown my life away

Drunk days, drunk nights
I’ll be just fine, but you know that’s not the case tonight
These things take time
I’ll be just fine
Every ounce weighs me down
I won't let myself drown

Let this go
Just let it go

9. Turn The Page

Just sit back, just sit back and release all the pain
Let it go
Let them go, those thoughts of self disdain
Just sit back, just sit back and release all the pain
Every inch that sinks in those feelings go away
They say I’m beautiful
They say I’m young and free
But it's so hard to see when these tears burn so deep
How could they be so wrong?
I’m so alone in my cave
Sitting with one foot on the ground and the other in my grave

Did we ever love properly?
Could this really be happening?
No one wants you to go away
Oh god, but you ended it anyway

You're too young to have felt that way
The chance to make it better is the chance you threw away
This went too far in the wrong way
Instead of tearing out the page you set the whole book ablaze
I hate this, I hate them
I want it to end
The voices in my head pretend that they’re my friend
They promised they promised a light at the end
But I push deeper and into the darkness I descend
We never wanted you to go

Did we ever love properly?
Could this really be happening?
No one wants you to go away
Oh god, but you ended it anyway

So sit back relax and release all your pain
Sit back relax and release all your pain
Whispers the demon that haunts my brain
As darkness closes in I can’t feel a thing
This darkness that hides my bloody angel wings

Did we ever love properly?
Could this really be happening?
No one wants you to go away
Oh god, but you ended it anyway
I spent my life behind the blinds
Content within the dark
Never exposed unto a light
Until the last beats from my heart
I spent my life behind the blinds
Content within the dark
Never exposed unto a light
Until the last beats from my heart

10. In Loving Memory

Beneath charcoal skies my thoughts they roll and slowly fade with time
I thought I saw you near, called your name forgetting you'd never hear
My words resonate and dance among the void that filled your place
It's the little things that grow into the demons that haunt my days

This vacancy in my chest
Is burning through and the bliss and the will that I have left
You know that misery brings company that’s not who I am
But if regret becomes hope then I will torment the masses

My last words echo over and over
Wish I could bring you back
My last words echo over and over
The past is the past wish I could forget

Passed on, but the past isn't gone
I carry all the wrong we've done
Each resentment like a stone
Guess what
I put your picture back up
It reminds me of what I should have said
I’ll make sure I don’t forget

Off track
Without a map in my hand
I try to find my pride and define independence
Bow down to the sense of remorse
I need to stand my ground
To hold the weight of insanity

Agony is my reality

Agony is my reality
Step down stand and let me breathe
Agony is my reality

My last words echo over and over
Wish I could bring you back
My last words echo over and over
The past is the past wish I could forget

Lying in this half empty bed between barely alive and halfway to dead
Beat down broken and dragged through the mud
With one wing dipped in gold and the other in blood
I will never be whole

Lying in this half empty bed between barely alive and halfway to dead
Beat down broken and dragged through the mud
With one wing dipped in gold and the other in blood

My last words echo over and over
Wish I could bring you back
My last words echo over and over
The past is the past wish I could forget

11. The One With No One

I've been searching around for any way to figure out why you changed
Checking every drawer in my head and every fight that we've had
Just hoping to find something that guides you back, but I never find it

This one’s for my heavy heart, it's hopelessly broken
This goes to the times I let my self down
I'll never get over them
Shout out cause I'm wasted and lonely
With no one to embrace me
I'm sick of being the one
The one with no one

Still wandering around for two weeks now
Stuck here still trying to figure it out
How could you go off and leave that way?
Just throw three years away
You stole the stars from my nights and blacked out the sun in my days
Now loves got me dizzy again and I can’t get used to the spin

This one’s for my heavy heart, it's hopelessly broken
This goes to the times I let my self down
I'll never get over them
Shout out cause I'm wasted and lonely
With no one to embrace me
I'm sick of being the one
The one with no one

I’ve done all that I can do to try and forget you
It's just something I can't do
It's become an issue
I don’t want to miss you

This one’s for my heavy heart, it's hopelessly broken
This goes to the times I let my self down
I'll never get over them
Shout out cause I'm wasted and lonely
With no one to embrace me
I'm sick of being the one
The one with no one





SECRETS LYRICS