(SIC)MONIC LYRICS

1. Fist To Throat

Every time I look I feel
every time sentimental thoughts that bleed digging in a hole so deep
try if you can to find me
I dwell somewhere between the truth and what
It means nothing is quite what it seems
So hit the lights and set me free to cross into a dimension so silently bring forth the burning blaze that lives inside of me so far it seems that I better believe in anything but all the voices that I hear
So come on set me free

[Chorus:]
you'll never know
What I feel
It's knife to hand fist to throat eye to eye
I'm sifting through the sands of time
To find myself inhaling a breathe divine

What of the blood the twitch the final stitch in the wound and I wish I could resurrect the vexed demon that soon will consume all my thoughts amputated from past movements
Visit my blood eye tunnel vision never gonna make the right decisions blade in hand I carve provisions to make my last incision

[Chorus]

Eye to eye fist to throat knife to hand eye to eye
One more clip of the angle to complete the circle one more trip to the other side to finally decide that your eyes do not speak truth and though attempting do not see through the silent screams we do walk through and a sudden glitch in the system will point out the victim pave over my grave for I am know enslaved torn apart from the seam I walk wide awake in a dream
you'll never know what this feels like and that's fine by me

Step the fuck off let the decay climb up your spine for the demon will find you and gouge out your eyes in time

2. Seven Inches Deep

I heard a man once say before he faded away I wish I could've believed in something other than myself and all this decay he looked into my eyes said you better realize that know is eternal and if you don't believe then look up to the skies he told me tales that day of how he fell amongst the fray and he watched his last sunset as the violet burned his eyes away and then the lights turned off I reached for the man and then noticed I was all by myself if you cannot decide whether today is a good day to die put yourself on the blade
I do not need your fucking twisted philosophies paranoid objectives in encrypted cacophonies and I saw myself levitating and I couldn't believe my eyes out of body mindfuck and know you all better realize the festering blistered simultaneous guillotines drop and sever I am the skin you are the blade you cut me seven inches deep so I am the blade you are the skin I cut you seven inches deep so I can and late at night I cut myself I cut it seven inches deep so I can you are the skin I am the blade seven inches deep so I can feel it inside my soul
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I need to scream I need to bleed I form the scars from revelations that I've had late at night all by myself when no one's watching I might pick up that knife and end it all right here and know if no one's around does it make a sound or I drag my soul right clear across a pile of broken mirrors so I can see deep inside this hole
I heard a voice today somewhere deep inside me say that you are only a prisoner to what you believe turn around and just walk away from all the lies that hold you down the fearful separations that sometimes sound similar to vibrations that run six feet underground that you found when you fell face down on the blade and when the lights are off the darkness may carve a hole deeper then what is perceived all for the love of hate the clouds and the sky's in between
[Repeat beginning]

Corruptive indignant psychotropic pigments that bleed you down to the core of your existence a river of blood pours out from the incision it stains your teeth for its what you crave the sickness if you are love then I am surely hate for these feelings I have they just wont go away and brother I must admit that we are falling even further away with every breathe that we take
7 inches deep so I can be thinking about the reasons I've been looking in light for darkness peeling back layers of infinity but nothing feels quite like the coveted dark incision with a circle beside my vision peeling back layers of infinity cause everything moves in threes deceiving deceive conceive step into your own new state of minds eye pupil dilation physically impeded but traveling out of the universe deep inside
Life death bleed fail you failed to drink the blood of the earth fucking fail for you are worthless

3. My Own Reflection

Ill be the victim bleeding in the gutter you be the phantom in the wind it
shudders send me on my way to soulful sweet decay for the last breath ill wait
in vain the sweet sound that drives me insane every last one of us will
eventually forget why we came

to forget were the same
disconnects our hearts in the same breath ill smash it all with one single
attempt they’ll stand back and scream with contempt that you are not god but
you’re my master better start running through time much faster

[Pre-chorus]
drift to the sound shallow halls of silence impound and
desperation is finally here

[Chorus]
swallow my own reflection voices taunt from all directions

[Pre-chorus]

Its catching up on your heels its plastered self-realization and know your
levitating back through your own deception seems like you’ve lost the
connection rifled through time the blackened divine with colors in my mind ill
paint in words sickly sublime the plight of the weak is found in the streets

[Chorus 2x]

4. Blood Shot

This is the blood of the weak blanketed in sacred billowing incisions blowing through you innocently deep ceded visions of the paranormal being living inside you we've got your number written down and we will find you splatter your head to pieces and gouge out your eyes too finally expose the unwritten extortion total chaos mind fuck bleeding abortion

[Chorus:]
Bloodshot fucked forever dig your fucking grave and sever
You are the meaningless foreshadowed death defying symbol of treacherous creation and just because your wallet can purchase souls in seconds does not mean a single thing to me

And just because your wallet can purchase souls in seconds does not mean a fucking single thing to me
And just because you throw yourself to the masses does not mean a fucking single thing to me
Just because your wallet can purchase souls in seconds does not mean a fucking single thing to me
You wanna step up and get that smile knocked off your face I got a pocketful of hate and an onslaught of pain to infest all that I see in doubt and corruption simplify reality to blurry distortion nothing is your god

[Chorus]

nothing is your god

5. Silent Screams

[Pre-verse:]
Infinite is how I dream silently is how loud I scream if eternity cannot be conceived then I will collapse where is stand and disappear if I could only breathe one breathe if I could only say one word
It would be whispered at the break of dawn maybe only a thought heard only by angels as my symmetrical shadow treads beside me a symbol of a deeper meaning inside thee wandering through forests only by moonlight over hills deep into valleys that just might

[Chorus:]
reveal the living breathing transient ambiance of the sacred cadence I have heard for so long it seems like eternity but time will always be misconstrued so in these moment that color you in shades of forever tear down the walls and move through

[Pre-verse]

Oh god I need to know how long I have been here although I'm motionless it seems like a nightmare my last memory I was staring into the sun searching for signs of life all went black and know I come back to life looking eye to eye with the highest cloud objectively analyzing rhythms and patterns know

[Chorus]

In all of these dreams I measure the distance between the falling rain and neverending existence and it recedes below the surface resurrection of a deeper purpose ponder the philosophy of where we do come from what we are made up of in relation to the sun these are the moments that belong to anything but ourselves that realization what Ive been waiting for.

6. Hypnotic

So beautiful your own sense of hypnotic face down on the floor your left broken and bleeding
So pitiful your jaw locked on the image face down on the floor your left broken and bleeding
And I know this to be true cause I have been their before in a spiraling image I focus on the damage and the wreckage of every single step that you take so walk with me as I analyze sunlight and in the darkest hour I devour a sense of peace within me but it surely will mutate into the hate that you need

[Chorus:]
Cry to the sky as it whispers haunting memories of the way your bloody eyes suffocate conceptual demise when blended with the vision create a twisted fucked array of lies
This is schizophrenic hypnosis in its purest form follow me down
You crave to be the victim in a system of lies that does feed you you slave away for nothing but holes that do slay and mislead the past is gone this moments blowing through you like the wind oh but it surely will mutate into the face that you feed

[Chorus]

If I could be anyone but me I could be okay for a moment and if I could see all the things you see I could slip away and control this
Follow me down to your grave that's where you will find me

[Chorus]

If I could be anyone but me I could be okay for a moment and if I could see all the things you see I could slip away and control this
Prolific addictive specific inscriptions formulated by your psychotic incisions blinded by the image that does that impede our vision still believe you can exist eyes xed out fucked in very way

7. Shadow Bound

Never meant to compromise born to indefinitely fantasize the lies you breed
form to greed infest me please with sunlight and a promise to infinitely be
there in that same old disguise that I despise and with (chorus) arms wide open
I know fall from grace and the lies you sold them you soon must know face
leaving nothing but my own twisted thoughts like the lies you so openly bought
open hands and grandiosity know I'm quick to believe quite possibly that this
medium is my own simple cure walking forward shadow bound more so than before

Suddenly look away then fall flat on your face I'm slowly falling off
trip breathe inhale the dark sequential quick demise the painful compromise
know hold your ground and sway to and fro decay
Encrypted and stifled by those eyes infiltration condensation realize the build
up of times unspoken the remains of bodies broken is the reason that I pray for
peace between the cycles of you and me (chorus)
Between the cycles of you and me

8. Forever And A Day

[Chorus:]
Whence forth she came we breathed the same life combined in shallow
halls remain and this lights the way through my darkest day the sharpest gray
peels away the layers that I've made
All I've become is life in its purest form and through all the frequencies
slain in alleyways remain I walk down halls stricken with her voice I came come
on experience the beauty that remains

[Chorus]

And from her fingertips energy do slide come on experience the vertigo inside I
walk down halls stricken with her voice I came come on experience the beauty
that remains

[Chorus]

your heart it bleeds for this moment this is so unreal the devastation
I feel lost between colors same shade no resemblance

[Chorus]

9. Dementia

[Chorus:]
Catatonic so symphonic eyes demonic somewhere in my soul burnt black
and twisted surrealistic spiritualistic somewhere in my soul and I do wonder
while deeper I ponder through sediment somber and the decay is evidence of what
does hold precedence in this eternal moment (verse) knows the time to move
cause no one is gonna hold my fucking hand only to bite and feed on the blood
that does flow through me endlessly so bury me far below the sky before it
falls feed the blaze of eternal dismay and bathe in the pathway of the weak
hold your breath until you suffocate and sow your eyes shut before you see

[Chorus]

Blind the slave he knows the way but still he stays crouched in a cave created
by his thoughts his fear is laced he want a taste of what has been erased
through years of dementia (verse) (chorus)
Somewhere in my soul dementia has sliced the wrists of time somewhere in my
soul displacement has left me undermined it is so simple to say but hard to
portray what this does feel like the dementia living in me hallucinations that
tear down the basic rules of reality and we are vessels that travel far and
beyond this world
Silent screams

Infinite is how I dream silently is how loud I scream if eternity
cannot be conceived then I will collapse where is stand and disappear if I
could only breathe one breathe if I could only say one word
It would be whispered at the break of dawn maybe only a thought heard only by
angels as my symmetrical shadow treads beside me a symbol of a deeper meaning
inside thee wandering through forests only by moonlight over hills deep into
valleys that just might (chorus) reveal the living breathing transient ambiance
of the sacred cadence I have heard for so long it seems like eternity but time
will always be misconstrued so in these moment that color you in shades of
forever tear down the walls and move through

[Pre-verse:]
Oh god I need to know how long I have been here although I'm motionless it
seems like a nightmare my last memory I was staring into the sun searching for
signs of life all went black and know I come back to life looking eye to eye
with the highest cloud objectively analyzing rhythms and patterns know (chorus)
In all of these dreams I measure the distance between the falling rain and
never ending existence and it recedes below the surface resurrection of a
deeper purpose ponder the philosophy of where we do come from what we are made
up of in relation to the sun these are the moments that belong to anything but
ourselves that realization what Ive been waiting for

10. Desensitized

Suffocate the voices penetrate the noises through walls of deceit I move to see
what this could be and tread ever so softly across this blue sky I will survive
through moments of clarity bathed in severity desperate conviction time elapse
addiction color me in shades so deep I shudder when the angels weep for these
eyes I still do keep a piece of me locked up in side but in times like these it
haunts me for days

[Chorus:]
suffocate the voices penetrate the noises black is your new god viles
of shards that rip you clear open then desensitize the choices penetrate the
noises for closure exposing that you need your knives to feel okay impaled in
your virtue they stifle the beauty of moments like these saints on their knees
blind faith if you please across this blue sky I will survive deep breath to
sigh why cant you look me straight in the eye those red veins envelop your
pupils and lie to me (chorus)
And you need your knives to feel okay they tear apart circles of flesh truth
and all that's in front of you

[Chorus]

11. Cracks In The Pavement

This is the harmony derived from symphonies that I do believe and this is all
that I have
I'm falling further from what I have truly become bathe in the morning sun and
call ever so quietly through the breeze silently for the rain to fall and wash
away us all evaporate the remains and crawl deeper inside ourselves one in the
same

[Chorus:]
Black as your new sun visions emotion sink into your gun as it breeds
sick devotion and when you finally do fall the pavement will meet you blood
splattering earth shattering teeth chattering your so fucking flattering this
is the horrific dark hole we find I lay sedated as time does unwind god bless
your sweet heart as those eyes look in mine they slowly roll back know this
shades undefined

[Chorus]

All the way drifting further through this day I do know have one thought and it
is everything and nothing all in one so step up or step off I got a reason to
fulfill this prophecy this rhythm is in my blood in lives in what I see I see
the color refracted by the prism hidden in your reflection but in further
inspection reality is buried under statistics beneath the ballistics and I hope
you can hear this cause intertwining is a phrase that is defining black as your
new sun that is so darkly shining so look away the shadows dance and they got
nothing to say no need to pray this is the color of shades and all my disarray

[Chorus]

12. Black Hole Rebirth

Softly it fades bleeding for days come inside ill show you the way
We follow cross fades that intertwine slowly in pastures of translucent
isolation and can you stop just to listen to anything but your own thoughts of
existence persistence her eyes from a distance burn holes forever (chorus)
cover your eyes in fear don’t look or speak just move forward into your black
hole rebirth it seeks to destroy you move move yourself lose lose control
nothings forever
Tumbling crumbling piece by piece I'm torn down to the core and what I find
developed in time is a rhythm that repeats in my mind over and over again sweet
insanity lays right beside me and sleeps forever

[Chorus]

the galaxies surround me lifelessly and I'm waiting for the time when
walking through open doors silently am I ever gonna find out where it leads how
it bleeds possibly I'm disintegrated strangled deflated

[Chorus]

nothings forever no nothings forever except this silent power

13. Devil Went Down To Georgia

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