SIDE OF DESPONDENCY LYRICS

5. In Black Sorrow And Murderous Solitude

[performed by Side of Despondency]

Black Sorrow And Murderous Solitude
Thousands of the sleepless nights,
When hopes and dreams has died,
Lonely and crying beast,
Howls in my soul.
Black sorrow enthroned,
In my stone heart,
Murderous solitude
Squeezes the throat.


I’m drowning in madness…
Heavy disease is in my veins…
Dying wheeze in my cry,
My disease is life…
Do not save me…
Do not try to cure…
Years of miseries –
In black sorrow and murderous solitude…

6. Estranged

[performed by Side of Despondency]

When this life is a nightmare,
Heart is impaled by the sticky fear,
Every day’s like a fight,
On my own way to suicide.

How many nights I didn’t sleep?
And with every day I see more shit.
World seems go crazy and devour itself,
Slowly and painfully kill myself…

All this happens as if not to me,
All this is estranged and absurd,
My mind doesn’t perceive reality,
And dips more into the gloom.

Infected with life,
I wait the exodus,
From the wrested veins,
Lost time oozes.
My eyes estranged see the ruins,
Of this dead and lying world.

My glance scans the human faces,
And I see soulless dolls,
They all have two steps to the graves,
Nothing will save their souls.

Death’s my consolation, my shelter, my cradle,
Of the chain of the meaningless days,
This empty life’s like smoldering candle,
And now it’s time to cast a glance death’s face…

7. The Painfully Apathy

[performed by Side of Despondency]

I, I can try again and again,
To wake up not in this life,
But day by day the mourning sunlight,
Wake me up in my bed.
And all happen again (and all happen again),
It is a wasting of time
Doing that you don’t need,
Thoughts about suicide (visit me).

Deep inside of me (deep inside of me),
In every reflection of my sick mind,
So slowly poisoning me,
Like swallowing inside.

Only dead illusions and the ghostly visions –
This is the real life for me.
All – an abstraction, fiction and indifferent inaction,
Yes and what for all that? ...

In each manifestation of life,
I see – death… death… death… death… death…
When I fall asleep haunt me
The nightmares of funeral and death.
How many songs are sang and dedicated to death?…
Death… death… death… death…
So let one more scream of pain and despair will sound for death…

So easy to begin last journey,
Just to choose your portal,
To the land of the ruby sands,
Through simple objects.

Beyond the life’s gates,
Fairyland waits for me,
Let Charon be my guide,
And his rook – a portal.

8. All That Is Hopeless

[Instrumental]
[performed by Side of Despondency]








SIDE OF DESPONDENCY LYRICS