SIDE OF DESPONDENCY LYRICS

1. Bleak

Time is lost and broken,
Morbid screams in my ears,
Something, everything, nothing
This is screams of the old fears.

Lost life's pictures,
In my mind slowly die,
Garbled symphonies,
Infuse to ears by lie.
All that at one time it's important,
All that was the most valuable and expensive,
Now causes only nostalgia,
Outgrow to paranoia and schizophrenia.

Time is lost and dead,
With the end of happy days,
Now damp earth it's my bed,
I fall asleep under moon rays

The painfully memories,
In my fevered consciousness,
On pale face with frozen tears,
Under the wall of utter madness,
I try to awaken,
I try to recall,
As all became nothing,
On the grave of my soul+

Time is lost and dead,
With the end of happy days,
Now damp earth it's my bed,
I fall asleep under moon rays

2. Cold Reality

Drowned stars…
At the dawn sky.
I try to see,
Joy in the new day.
Forlorn slave,
Of cruel reality,
Where no light,
For my black heart.

Under the drops of heavy rain,
I wash my face from bitter tears,
And looking to hateful heaven,
I see only spiteful grin of the lying God.
So measly,
Under the boots of millenniums,
Nothing,, ashes,
Where life it’s dust on road…

Dead stars,
Without light,
Like and my soul,
Raped and fallen.
World is destroying,
For me and for all,
It’s time to die…
Or no? …

On the debris of life,
Under sneering skies,
Earth drinking sweet wine,
Oozes from my veins.
Drowned’n’dead stars,
Shine in my heart,
By the deep scars,
And wine from blood.

3. Embrace Of Despair

Broad road of my life,
Where fear my best friend,
Years of tears in neverending solitude,
Fiction of reflection in broken mirror

I feel light,
On my face,
Under embrace,
Of despair

Like under wings,
Of lying truth
And wrong decisions.
Every day all with beginning,
Every day one and too,
And now all became nothing,
Dust, ash
And I'm alone,
Where all it's nothing..
Nothing

4. Subsequent Indifference

[Instrumental]

5. Inducement To Suicide

Uneasiness, hopelessness,
By cold drops on forehead,
Powerless, weakness,
All are toppled from hands.

Sadness, madness,
Four walls of eternal prison,
Lifeless, soulless,
Where dead season only.

With every new mourning,
I open my eyes,
And see a same picture,
And feel all same emptiness

Self-destruction, self-illusion,
No light in the end of subway,
Self-abstraction, self-mutation,
From life to death, what insure and save.

In negation of deep depression,
Defrauding itself that all well,
Reliable protection and right solution -
9 grams of lead and gun beside temple.

Shadow of death for my back,
Her dead breathe on my face,
I feel her cold hands,
But last that I hear - a shot

6. Aftermaths

[Instrumental]

7. Endless Despondency

Through neverending fears,
By blood from soul oozes,
I tired my eyes,
I don't want see this life.
And tired a tongue,
I'm not about than speak.
Impaled not beating heart,
Changed to stone in bleed
My hands is broken,
Nothing to give and take,
By legs nowhere to go,
Anybody in nowhere doesn't wait.

Like fading candle's flame,
Like alone proud wolf,
Dying in endless despondency,
In wheezing howl to the moon
To the moon

Broken corpse,
Peace of shit,
Faceless ghost,
In bed of dead.

8. Cancellation

Ruins of consciousness,
Debris of the thoughts,
In drone and howl,
All mixed with dust,
In eternal rotation of madness.
Soul downfall,
In distant past,
When life transformation to lifeless

9. ...

[Instrumental]








SIDE OF DESPONDENCY LYRICS