SILENT SCREAMS LYRICS

1. Hollow Heart

I've given up being exhausted all the time feel the rush of anxiety
A burning in my veins
Makes me feel that I'll never take control
Get me out
I can't stand to be alone
Ashamed of being the let down
You can't save me with good intentions
What's happening to me?
Hopeful but still afraid
I'll continue down this path until
My shadow starts to fade
All that I can take seems to follow me around
I can't seem to shake them from my head
Is it all imitation? Are we feeding on repetition?
Just spit it out, take control of your life
Although my body is beaten and worn,
Bruised and bleeding
My body is beaten and worn still I rebuild and carry on
I've fucking had enough of all the shit that you've fed to me
I wanna be numb but not addicted to this
I made a promise to myself this would never take me over never pull me under
An emptiness
A hollow heart
All that's left of this hollow heart
Is knowing that I can't be hurt again
I feel like it's dragging me down
I feel like shit, its dragging me down

2. Everything Overcome

Everything lost, everything overcome
Pushing it all away,
Before the worry and the doubt sets in
We had the time to plan yet we've got so much more to prove
I never thought this could be how it was
Time after time we hold our own
How can something I've wanted for so long, feel so wrong?
It feels so fucking wrong
Yet this fading light
Can only flicker for so long
We were cut so deep but the wound would not bleed
We were meant to carry, we were meant to carry on
Breathing new life into
We were meant to carry, we were meant to carry on
Looking out to sea
The clouds were black and we felt the rain in our hands
We only suffer until we overcome
Can I keep up, will I be good enough?
When failures' on the tip of my tongue
The darkness surrounds us
There's no air we're drowning
Bounded by blood
Starting over and nothing ever could make me look back
Scars don't heal but the wound now is sealed
We were meant to carry, we were meant to carry on
Breathing new life into these empty lungs
And now's my time
This is my chance, go

3. Eighty Six

It's so hard to hold on

My heart is beating faster than ever before
Shut the fuck up
You've dragged this on for too fucking long
I'm trying so god damn hard
Not to give up
I can't go on
Being this miserable
And insecure

Again and again
I fall back to nothing
No hands to reach
And it's leaving me drowning

This has to mean something
There's got to be more to this
I'm sick of feeling everything that I can't explain
Breaking down
Whilst breaking away

I am surrounded
Still completely alone
And if I never give up
Will it ever be good enough
Build up these walls
Just to have them knocked back down
Fuck
Pull me up

Have you seen me living this nightmare
Seen me in agony?
'Cause I see no other
I see no other for a helping hand
It seems we got to find our way alone
I think I need a sign
Or I wont make it past the morning light

I just need something
I just need someone
To show me it's gonna be alright
It's gonna be just fine

4. A New Normal

We lose the ones we love
We all feel alone sometimes, we all feel so low
We breathe, we love, we hurt we burn
It lives inside me this deep repressed cycle
Only suppressed for so long
Now it's tearing from my skin
Is this acceptance or are we just too misguided to see
We can't be saved we're just bodies for graves?
We can't be saved, but I refuse to believe
I know I'm more than blood and fucking bone
But I'll still hold inside the fact that I'm falling apart
We lose the ones we love and soon we'll be the ones lost to the loved
Am I supposed to move on like its nothing?
I can't, I just can't
It's not the aching in my bones that leaves me breathless
That leaves me powerless
It's the knowing that I'll never see you again
The emptiness
It's the jump that shakes me awake
But I have nothing left to dream
For its all been taken away from me
We all live on promises tomorrow can't keep
Nothing to say that words could explain
I try to tell myself I don't feel anything
Now I have nothing left to feel
Now I have nothing
I can't be alone
Taken from me, time moves on as we breathe a new normal
Til' we become one with the nothing
Face down in the dark
The truth is I miss you so much
Nothings' the same
I need to move on
I'm sorry, am I supposed to move on?

5. The Pessimist

False hope for what, so we can keep our fingers crossed?
Forgive me for being the pessimist,
The truth here is a sinking ship
We’re forced to swim to make it out alive
Please bite your tongue save building me up one more time
Yeah we followed the lines,
For them to break and crumble
These promises have left an ache in my shoulders
I can barely lift my feet off the ground
There comes a time when we all must learn to survive
So wash the fear from those eyes
I know it does get worse before it gets easier
I am the loved, I am the hated
The brave and broken, the unforgotten
You kick and you scream for the walls to come crashing to the floor
And then begins the real war
Overwhelmed but under appreciated pressure
You kick and you scream and can’t breathe
The pressure makes you sick

6. Death Kiss

Death kiss
Sick to the stomach with worry and distress
Inevitability at its finest
The clock is ticking until we disappear
I’ve never been so scared in my whole life

Death kiss, death kiss
Stains everyone and everything
And I know it’s not gonna be allright
But there isn’t a fucking thing I can do

I can’t make sense of anything
What the fuck am I even here for?
We work so hard to ensure our future
To have it fall apart
Separate. I’ll separate myself

Severed and lost
Right from the moment we are brought into this world

We are desstined to exprire
That’s not your life you’re living
This is your slowly dying

Death kiss,
Stains everyone and everything
And no one is safe

7. Separation Of...

Today I feel defeated, you did this to me
The strings have snapped and beginning to eviscerate
Throat clenched until the air stops
Throat clenched until I can pull it together
It took all of me to stop my hands from shaking
You think you know somebody until they become someone else
These walls have never seemed so empty
Pacing through desolate rooms
I’ll never find out why
And I hope your happier now
It took all of me to stop myself from tearing out
Your selfish fucking tongue and walking away, cunt
I don’t give a fuck anymore because love never gave a fuck about me
I don’t give a fuck anymore because everything is dead and buried
And after all the ache and the upset
Now I don’t care
We let the world burn around us
We let the world turn to ashes
Everything we had is lost

8. Letting Go

This space you left it keeps on haunting
Your hopes and your dreams
Buried deep beneath my feet
With nothing left but your memories
Nothing left
Is it wrong to feel disconnected?
To shut down since you disappeared
It’s taken the last of me to feel whole
To feel whole again
Save your words I’m not broken I’m not broken
This sadness disappears and I feel so empty
As times wasting away
Still I feel so fucking empty
So close to home and I can’t feel a thing
Your body is drifting away and still no tears
I feel my heart beating
There is nothing inside of me
No beating heart, no emotions
I can’t I don’t feel anything

9. Guiding Light

If we stop and take a look at our lives
We’ve been living in a shade of grey
I need some colour I need some clarity
How could it have got to this?
Stretched out and worn thin
Falling faster so pick it up
Now is the time to repent now is the time
I lie awake at night dreaming of a better future
What seems impossible is getting ever closer
Some things never change
And some things never stay the same
Some things never change
Now is the time to repent now is the time to
Who is to blame?
For everything is wrong and I’m desperate for answers
A shell, a shell of myself
This washed out complexion
I am empty I am nothing

10. Hope For Now

Day in day out
We all walk the fine line
Between heaven and hell
Cherish the time you have
Although it be gone tomorrow
Guiding light
Hope for now
Have I seen all I’m meant to see?
Or is there so much more
Is it all downhill from here? Is it all?
If I hang on just a little longer
How much longer
I’m losing my grip
We’re just echoes in the storm
Though lost, unheard, we’ll never be alone
Right now I’m at the edge of the rope
I’m holding on to stop from snapping the bone
Hold me up and I know
I’ve been here before
This place feels the same
The noose is still warm
I thought this darkness had gone
It never really left at all
It’s hard looking in from the outside
When everything feels wrong
I’m not the same anymore
So wrap me up in all my regret and bury me beneath the leaves
Maybe then I will be at peace
I don’t ever think but I can hope
It got easier it gets easier
I don’t ever think but I can hope
It gets easier
Hope for now







SILENT SCREAMS LYRICS