SINAI BEACH LYRICS

1. Candice

She grabs me, takes me to the bed once more.
I'm just a baby, but she's done it all before.
Taken advantage of a two year old, raped his innocence.
And what for? Power?
Well I hope you got your score.
You ruined me; my physical communication to other beings,
my overall sense of feeling.
I wish I could cut your memories from my brain.
They haunt me, isolating me, infecting me with fear.
A fear of a touch, and fear of women.
Didn't you think that you would turn me into a man that's afraid of a touch?
It's just skin against skin, but it freezes me from within.
This english-burdened tongue cannot express how plagued I feel.
The slightest touch brings me back to her lust, to her perverseness.
Dear God, take this away.

2. Man or Animal?

If the only difference between man and animal is self-control,
then there is no such thing as man.
Where's the self-control?
We act like dogs, our brains are between our legs;
the desire is worse than any plague.
Where's our self-control?
The bonds of sex are being raped.
And it makes me so sick
I feel as if vomit is stuck deep down inside my throat,
I feel I could die from the puke on which I choke.
So it's only about bodies, eh?
Well you'll learn your lesson some day.
For this is more than what meets the eye,
this deals with hearts and minds,
not just what's in between our thighs.
Where's your self-control?

3. Never Say Never

Now, what's this?
That can't be the girl that I once knew.
Did your eyes fool your heart, or did your heart fool your beliefs?
Now I watch you eat your words.
Please tell me that it's not the girl that I once knew.
The promise was made to always hold true; but you said, "I'll never."
Well I guess that old saying is true, "Never say never."
You take steps back in your faith,
just to get the kiss of a pretty face.
Never say never.
Now I watch you eat your words, how did they taste?
Now knowing you has become ironic.
A woman so wonderful, a face so beautiful.
But I hate to look upon it, because it reminds me of what once was,
what was once you.
That can't be the girl I once knew.
A woman so wonderful, a face so beautiful,
I pray you'll be her again.

4. ...Of A Man

Gone to bed, turned off the lights, and closed your eyes,
does your emptiness come as a surprise.
Don't live a lie.
Reach deep down and pull up your insides.
Look at what's exposed, ponder.
Is life too complicated for an answer?
Or has the act of searching not occurred through the eyes of mortal minds.
Well I smell death in the air, so let's breathe in,
remind ourselves we all need air to survive.
Let's scrape our skin, remind ourselves we all bleed, we all die.
So tuck yourself in tonight, and sleep tight.
Just be careful, for you might not awake come daybreak.
Tomorrow and its good morning kiss, come with no guarantee.
Well I smell death in the air.
So let's breath in, remind ourselves we all need air to survive.
Let's scrape our skin, remind ourselves we all bleed, we all die.
We are all dead!

5. Vile

Do you kiss your mom with that mouth?
If she could only see you now.
If she could only hear you now.
Would she run to wash her cheek;
to wash the years of filth from her cheek?
Or would there be just too much to clean?
The perversion spewing from your mouth has gone too far,
so shut it up, she's worth much more.
And this time you've gone too far.
I'm not sure I could hold back anymore.
So if I hear your talk much more,
I might just nail your tongue to the bathroom floor;
where that feces belongs

6. My Gun, Your Bullets

I can feel your eyes on my face.
I can sense the laughter in this place.
I can see disgust in your eyes, as they stare straight back to mine.
I feel the prick of your fingers pointing at my back: "Worthless!"
I'll speak up, just not with my voice.
Time to talk back.
Crush all that I am, because all I am is not all you are.
And now all that's left of me is only what you've chosen to leave be.
So leave me in my ruins: just a mound of flesh.
So leave me in my ruins: my prison of flesh.
But I'm breaking free, and you're helping me.
My hand holds the gun, your hate pulls the trigger.
My life is over, it's about time I speak up.
Worthless.

7. True / False

Can we discuss the things we use for the tricks we spring on people so
trusting.
>From up our sleeves, come tears of sadness and tears of joy.
Nothing too complicated for the hearts of liars.
Lies, careless words, for careless people.
Deceitfulness: a trait found only in hate.
And I wonder what defines a lie.
How do you define a lie?
Empty promises leave holes in hearts of many,
some with those intentions, some unintentionally.
The most untamed beast is the beast in our mouths, our tongues.

8. Humanity

Man has been fooled by his own brain.
Man's been deceived.
He's gone insane.
He's given away his soul.
Exchanged the glory of the immortal for the self-indulgent lies of the
futile.
So that fools might become wise in their foolish wisdom.
And the wise be made foolish in the fool's kingdom.
Man loves to think he knows all.
His religion of science.
I guess it's easier to understand when you make things up.
Can't shove a square into a circle anymore than a monkey into a man.
And the wise are made foolish.
Man loves to think that he knows all.
His religion of science.
I guess it's easier to understand when you make things up.
In serving a useless nonexistent cause,
to its useless nonexistent end.
Man became an infant and crawled back to the womb.
He's gone insane, fooled by his own.

9. Awakening Of The Forgotten

10. When Breath Escapes

Now life has ended.
Played all the cards that have been handed.
And now eternity has a whole new meaning,
with its no end and no beginning.
A heart comes to its last ticking, its blood feels like its thickening.
And its mind can't stop thinking,
when life flashes before it, will it like what it sees.
Or will it wish to have done other things.
And the regret will only add more to the flame's pain.
As breath escapes, the heart beats slower.
Soon, the nightmare will be over, or will it just begin?
As once again eternity sinks in.
Life's last strength grips the deathbed below then digs itself in.
I guess the understanding of life after death comes with the absence of
breath.







SINAI BEACH LYRICS