SORROWEAVER LYRICS

1. Black Blood

You're on a constant fucking self destruct mode
There's a lust deep inside for the skeletons you hide
And their fragile frames to grind to dust and let the pile cover it up
Wake up hide your shit let the shame seep in and blame
There's a fear inside me that won't shut out
That I could never dig deep enough to drown you out
But I'll sleep heavy now and work on grinding my teeth down as the rain falls weighing like daisies tossed in the deep ground
I'm stuck down here
I'm stuck down here with you and the ghosts that fill up your throat
Making you choke watching you soak in everything you thought you could get away with and now I'm hoping that they do the same to me
The holy martyr licks his wounds clean
I was born with horns but the thorn in my side was grown from the moment you looked in my eyes
Now it's ripping through the walls of gum to rid me of my flesh and blood
Now every demon laughs in my face zero fucking mercy for the years of disgrace
I will not live like you so I'll vanish into the sun
Behind your brightest eyes hides your coldest lies

2. Remorse Roulette

I live in my head cause outside I feel dead
My past my mistakes will outlive my days
I repent scream for mercy and pray that's enough
Cause the guilt only lasts 'till I'm back on my luck
If there's a god he's testing me every bit of my sanity
If there's a god he's testing me every bit of my sanity
Every bit of my sanity
Commotion commotion what's left of my emotions
No more bliss
Cocked and pressed gun to my head I swear you would have known this
I dream the floor gets lower and my blood evaporates
But every night I wait up cause this is still my game

Listen
Why do I bother
The lungs in my body start to bleed start to swell
The lungs in my body start to bleed start to swell
I live in my head cause outside I feel dead
My past my mistakes will outlive my days

I repent scream for mercy and pray that's enough
Cause the guilt only lasts 'till I'm back on my luck
The lower I lay the more I rot within

The bar is set at the handles of my coffin
The lower I lay I'm left to wonder
Is this the bad in myself
Or the bad in each other

3. The Halo Effect

They say dead men tell no tales
But here lies my late mind yelling sickly and frail
Golden clouds above my head raining black incessant dread
Put me to fucking sleep put me to fucking sleep
Lifeless sedated white noise and fading
Dangle from my heartstrings and gnaw at the slack

Lifeless sedated deprecated and hated
Etched into the walls of my skull and I'm about to paint this fucking room
With all this pain you put me through
They say dead men tell no tales
But here lies my late mind yelling sickly and frail
Golden clouds above my head raining black incessant dread
Put me to fucking sleep put me to fucking sleep
You're the only thing that gets me high except the back and forth from the swaying rope of father time
I gave my all for you and you couldn't give a fuck or two
Luckily there's nothing to chase after while I hang from this rafter
Chewing on the dirt to cloud up the noise mixed with the cold sweat and the old bricks for my life sentence encased in the throes of your soul
Everlasting sleep grip the spade
Everlasting sleep swallow the earth as I decay
And forever we will lay in the same dirt

You'll always settle for a different hurt
And to the cadence of your steps I will chisel away at my tongue
With my insides strewn I will sing in tune
Everything ends
Everything ends
You wish I were someone else
You're not the only one

4. Controlled Burn

There's a hole in my head filled with smoke
The ashes dust the walls of my veins
Only to show your fingerprints waltz in a space of sour listlessness
It stays sincere but desolate like angel hands skimming through the thick of it
Fuck this positivity that's teething at me and breaking apart my skin
I live for the feeling of constantly burning at both ends
For you
Even when I've had enough I'd still drag my eyes through dirt
Cause seeing your face on everyone else brings my teeth to chew the curb
Bite down on the curb so I can see god and question him for what I did to make me suffer this long
I am the greater of both evils resting upon your shoulder patiently waiting for the pulse around your throat to expire
I am the embodiment of everything you despise waiting for you at the gates with a list of your lies
Pitch black eyes three pairs on either side
Scum hands grasping at my face for a taste of the next man in line
Pitch black eyes three pairs on either side
Horns growing from your head wings torn from your spine
Bite down on the curb so maybe I can see god as he looks in the face of mistakes that are me and my dead thoughts
Prayers to drown out the sickness and suffer in solace take me away
The voice I hear before I die screams there's no promise of tomorrow in the lands cloaked with black skies
As I descend down below
I'll grow to raise the condemned with my own claws







SORROWEAVER LYRICS