SOURCE OF MARY LYRICS

1. Censored Lore

Hide and seek
Is just a silly game
Why we need
To take part in it while we

Play against radars and satellites
Controlled by troops giving signs
That need to mislead
These who are next to behead

Like a child
You are taught
Central planned
Censored lore

Our beliefs
Are made of genuine plasticine
The more it's mixed
The more gray and worn-out it becomes

I am lost show me the way
The more I trust the more I'm aware
That I can't go back
I'm all alone and the map is blurred

Follow fools
Desire goods
Wear a mask
Never ask

Never seek the truth just listen, catch and learn
Say no more than needed to say

2. To Wield The False

We are the witness of the beginning of decadence
Forget the past, just accept the Brave New World

I don't believe in wide smiles fed by fears
In the reality, of false and toxic dreams
In a vile world commanded by vile regime
Nobody can find out who they really are
Nobody can find out it's gone too far

We are the the portal to our frail believes
We spread the void of disenlightenment

Too many paths that I can choose
Too many ways to get confused
And yet I have no right to lose
Just pick the one I can't refuse

Yet I don't know who we really are
We absorb the lore to spread
Like a scepter we wield the false

We are the messengers
Of miscellaneous demons
We are fighting despair
In the vie of the behemoths in my head

I don't believe in wide smiles fed by fears
In the reality, of false and toxic dreams
In a sad world sadness is fought by the fist
Nobody can find out who they really are
Nobody can find out it's gone too far

3. The Cage

I built you a cage
In a modern design
Oh, a comfortable one

You'll never leave it
You'll never want to
The handles' razors
Would cut off your fingers
The voltage of the walls
The magnetism of the floor
The pressure of the roof
The weight of the door

No way that you can escape
No way that you can be found
No way that I can resist my wrath
No I need you, dead or alive
My blood is boiling my hands shaking from the wrath
But you're the only one whom that's a thing to share with

You'll never leave it
You'll never want to
The handles' razors
Would cut off your fingers
The voltage of the walls
The magnetism of the floor
The pressure of the roof
The weight of the door

I built you a cage
In a modern design
Oh, a comfortable one
Now you build a cage
In the image of this design
Oh, a comfortable one

4. The Hardest Steel

Some voices in my head are telling me
To harm to kill to hurt
Some voices in my head are pointing me
The object of my rage my vengeance
My wilderness is what defines me
Your weakness is what is what's inspiring me

I spoiled my mind to bits
Seek relief

Tired of aching about what is expected of me
My shield's hate and it's made of the hardest steel
Shaming and blaming, fearing the cold
Treacherous subjects of an empty world
My wilderness is out of the boundaries
Your weakness lies inside your comfort zone

At least I will not turn against my beliefs
At least I feel pride from some words I receive
'Cause I'm not alone defying the void
Of misinformation, the next weapon of world
But all this resistance is tiring me
I won't be a slave, I will be free
And that is where all this aggression come from
And its final form is what you should behold
Chaos and madness, my first and last name
Your law and order is what I disdain
I'm not scared of death, 'cause it will bring me pride
I know that it will longly exceed my life
But the shame of using the force against force
Will chase me pathetically like dogs chase dogs
So it doesn't matter which instinct i trust
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust

So now decide who you are
Will you be repentless or helpless?
Now think and choose your side
Do you wanna face it or waste it?
Now decide who you are
Do you need yourself in this or leave this?
Now look into your heart
Do you wanna taste this hatred?

5. Inner Demons

Chaos in my head
Someday I'll be dead but
Now I overthink things
It doesn't matter
So I'm living in the cage
Waiting for a thought that
Will be the final one
Straw to break the camel's back

How do I get the supreme energy
What should I eat or drink to feel like that
How do I operate my synapses
To get rid of the thoughts that bother me

Cruel senseless
Inner demons

How do I get that supreme energy
To find the strength to overcome modern needs
And still endure and take care of my own
Body, soul and mind, keeping sovereignty

Cruel senseless
Inner demons

Chaos
Terror
Inner demons

How can I even be?
Everything is pointless now
As it's always been
As I exhaust
All my strength
Keeping in
The inner demons
Now they take
Advantage of the pain
I've been stuck with for years but I
Fight

Chaos in my head
Someday I'll be dead but
Now I overthink things
It doesn't matter
So I'm living in the cage
Waiting for a thought that
Will be the final one
Straw to break the camel's back

6. Varial Death

You did something dumb at least looking from outside
Forcing the spin for adrenaline, that's life
You thought you have wings but you have broken them
It's a deadly sin, at least if you drink don't fly

You chased your life

You let the fear take control over yourself
You hide from the sun, it caught you unarmed, no way
Need for your chest to bleed made you so confident
About the truth, the destiny made your bed

You made a step
Forward into
The varial death
You tricked it but at what expense

You're chasing life
For no reason

I made a step
Forward into
The varial death
I tricked it but at what expense

7. Midnight Litanies

I wish there was a spyglass showing me
The way to guide myself to inner strengths
But I had nothing to stop you by the door
Yes I had nothing to stop you by the door

I wish there was a path to stay intact
I'm a cruel judge of myself and that's a fact
I know it's there but I am incomplete
A way out this maze of self-critique
But there is nothing that could drag me through the door
Yes there is nothing that could drag me through the door

The awareness of the demons I possess
Fills my lungs with air I blow into my sails

Crew expects me as leader

There's us two
Two types
Conceited and vain
And me modest in pain
Cause failure is your best friend
So if you're not confident
You can always ask your friend
The fucking failure

But dare to reach my goals
It won't break my soul

The awareness of the demons I possess
Fills my lungs and guts with hate
And the demons in my heart that I detest
Bring me strength that I embrace

But dare to reach my goals
It won't break my soul







SOURCE OF MARY LYRICS