SPINESHANK LYRICS

1. After The End

The picture is fine
Perfection is....
It mimics what used to be
Rise again to fall behind
Expose the worm inside

The color has faded
This changes everything
You're plastic and empty
It's all you'll ever be

This scar will never bleed,
Or kill the pain before it spreads,
I'm left with nothing
Blood washes hands
And yours have never been clean
The filth is what makes you who you are

Run to your savior
The weakness surfacing
Replace all your anger
And pray for sympathy now

You try to hide the damage
Below the surface
It just keeps bleeding
You try to blur the image
Envision who you are

After the end
Closing your eyes
And lifting your head
Losing your self control

Now, the sight of your disaster
Embedded in me
Just like an execution
It's all for nothing
It's slipping away
The decay
Just your form of evolution

It's cold and it's vacant
It's always out of place
Distorted and changing
It's just an empty face

2. Nothing Left For Me

You found a way to get inside
And see the broken
Reliving such a damaged life
It's taking over
Now you see through fading eyes
It's like I'm disappearing now
You made me who I am
You're everything I hate in me

And now there's nothing left for me

You found a comfort in the wounds
It's like you taste the blood again
The way you go in for the kill
And now there's nothing left for me
You don't exist outside of me
All your selfish purity
Is just a fragile memory
And now there's nothing left for me

Find a way to kill the past
And stop the bleeding
Reduce you to a photograph
That won't stop fading
I look at you and see nothing
You've taken everything from me
I hope you saved yourself
I'll never be the same again

You found a comfort in the wounds
It's like you taste the blood again
The way you go in for the kill
And now there's nothing left for me
You don't exist outside of me
All your selfish purity
Is just a fragile memory
And now there's nothing left for me

I see a ghost of who you are
Now your memory is a scar
The constant need to kill
The senses that keep you tied to me
Just to keep your focus right
You dilute to black and white
It doesn't stop
The fading view of who you are

And now there's nothing left for me

You found a comfort in the wounds
It's like you taste the blood again
The way you go in for the kill
And now there's nothing left for me
You don't exist outside of me
All your selfish purity
Is just a fragile memory
And now there's nothing left for me

3. Anger Denial Acceptance

The cold was almost generosity
The way you took the life away from me
Scratched the surface of the pain to come
The separation that can't be undone

It's in the way we fuck
It's in the way you make me need
It's in the way you cry
To get just what you fucking need


It's in the way you cut
So you can see me bleed
It's in the way you see that I am
Just another face

These walls come crashing down
And now it all decays
We take the life we once embraced
It slips away

The curse of emptiness
And time will have its way
The loneliness enables us to medicate

A beating heart that's bleeding atrophy
A broken spirits animosity
The wound inside is that which cannot heal
Destroying dreams that we will never feel

I'm just your dead excuse
And it's a broken future now
It's not a happy ending
It's just a faded picture of
What we could never be

I can't erase the pain
The final hope has become one we perceive
To be dead

These walls come crashing down
And now it all decays
We take the life we once embraced
It slips away

The curse of emptiness
And time will have its way
The loneliness enables us to medicate

[Spoken:]
You kill a gentle soul for personal gain
And by doing so you're a fucking murderer
This blood is on your hands;
There is no light at the end of this tunnel
When I close my eyes,
All I see is the dark cloud that I protected you from
It took 90 pounds of flesh to get me here
The illusion of love, given by all the shit surrounding me
Love is just a fucking dream,
And now turned to death
Once righteous, I am now a burnt and broken man
Brought on to me by the pathetic excuse of a life
I'll take comfort in the dark with all of my sins
There is no return back to light from this hell I'm in
It's fucking done!

This is never coming back
Divided
Accepted the fact
That it all adds up to nothing
The anger denial acceptance
It's clear
The way you're always your own victim

Another bad decision
To trust, with my life on the line
And now I'm dead and buried
The resurrection died
Another life denied
Your hesitation wounds are showing
They show the cracks

Conscience broken
Words aren't spoken
Conscience broken
Words aren't spoken

For me
It's just for me
For me
It's just for me
For me
It's just for me

She fucks him violently
It all comes to an end
For me
It's just for me

4. I Want You To Know

The curse of darkness falls
Upon the hands of sin
When everybody looks away
The master shuffles
Without guilt to make them win
And we lose another day
They don't give a fuck about you

I want you to know
That you shouldn't be here
Should be afraid of what I have found
I think you should go
Or you'll never leave here
The life that you know is forever bound

Serenity lies in the hearts that still believe
But some of them fall short of faith, are we selfish?
That, in fact we do deceive believing
While we will not say, will not say
They still don't give a fuck about you

I want you to know
That you shouldn't be here
Should be afraid of what I have found
I think you should go
Or you'll never leave here
The life that you know is forever bound

Did you think that I would change?
You're the one that plays the murder
With your absence all in vain
Never see the light of day
It's the path that you have crossed
It's a link of broken chain
It's a coin that's been tossed
It's your life that I contain

I want you to know
I need you to know
Just so you know
They'll never give a fuck about you

I want you to know
That you shouldn't be here
Should be afraid of what I have found
I think you should go
Or you'll never leave here
The life that you know is forever bound
I want you to know
That I'll always be here
Should be afraid of what I've become
I guess you should know that I might just keep you
The life that you've lost and never found

5. Murder Suicide

We were the damage blueprint
Who put the pain aside
It never felt this way
Till we began to die
You have a gunshot mindframe
With a victim style
I've never seen false hope
Decorated with a prettier smile

We divide
It's like you're bleeding out my eyes
We both die
Just like a murder-suicide

It took the second coming
Of the second fail
To make it look so easy
To bury in shallow ground
There's something beautiful
About your suffering
It's a welcome sight
When we're seeing God through bloodshot eyes

We divide
It's like you're bleeding out my eyes
We both die
Just like a murder-suicide

Murder-suicide

Just a little fracture
It's just a little fracture
Just a little fracture
Or a clean break?
It seems you want to heal all your own
You never reject the demons all alone
It looks like we have found a way to die...but alone

Hoping for a savior
But we're beyond God
Leave me where I fall
You decided, done
Needed an escape route
From which we flee
Punishment upon us
We will die alone

We divide
It's like you're bleeding out my eyes
We both die
Just like a murder-suicide

We divide
It's like you're bleeding out my eyes
We both die
Just like a murder-suicide

Murder-suicide

6. The Endless Disconnect

I see all your reasons why
It's just the way the your memory betrays
You're like a second hand at suicide
It's just defeat of the image you portray
It all serves you
But who deserves you?
It's how you blur out the vision left inside
A clean infection
Your misdirection
It's you delusion that begins the end of you

Now you've fallen to the ground
The kill just compensated
It's all the endless disconnect
That keeps you isolated

Break and bleed until you see the light
No need struggle 'cause it never seems to fade
It all becomes a social suicide
Another way to keep your damage on display
Your faith is empty
Your hope is fleeting
I'm not impressed with
The way you followed through
There's no redemption
You're disconnected
It's your seclusion
That will kill what's left of you

Now you've fallen to the ground
The kill just compensated
It's all the endless disconnect
That keeps you isolated

Your star's fading
You're just a memory
And I expected nothing less of you
It always bleeds
Just for your needs
Now I see exactly what you are

Now you've fallen to the ground
The kill just compensated
It's all the endless disconnect
That keeps you isolated
Now you've fallen to the ground
The kill just compensated
It's all the endless disconnect
That keeps you isolated

7. I Am Damage

It dies
Drowned in bottled misery
Decay a design of the therapy
At birth
Broke, it's out of control
Repeating the cycle and evolving down a hole
Constrained
Chained with the force of a tourniquet
But it bleeds and it's out of control
Unhinged
Lost and completely devoid
Running in circles trying to fill another void

This Life
Devised
Demise
Repeating the cycle
This time I die inside
Repeating the cycle again
I am damage this time

I try to reason with myself this time
I've found a trigger to the rage
Diseased with the anger still enraged
Blind
Now it's under control
I'm falling to pieces but I still won't let it go
Too late hate it's out of control this time
Break the cycle at the end of the line
Consumed
Torn and dying within
Trying to fight but I don't know where to begin

This Life
Devised
Demise
Repeating the cycle
This time I die inside
Repeating the cycle again
I am damage this time

And it comes right back to me
Like a fucking catastrophe

You'll see me devolve to nothing
It's just the way it is
Recognize the damage I've become

I am the damage born again
Cast out the creation of my descent
Degrade
Hate everythign close
I'm over it all but I'm still not in control

This Life
Devised
Demise
Repeating the cycle
This time I die inside
Repeating the cycle again
I am damage this time

And it comes right back to me
Like a fucking catastrophe

8. Ploratio Morbus

[Instrumental]

9. Everything Everyone Everywhere Ends

What you turned out to be
The fallen and the deceased
Embodied in the body of a fucking liar
You don't belong to yourself
You haven't suffered enough
You're like an answer
To another fucking murder
Show the way God left you alone
Find yourself another answer
Your decay
Is now creating
A venue for another murder

I'll close my eyes
Just to end the this cycle of torture and misery
I'll close my eyes just to see it all go
Everything, everyone ends
I'll close my eyes
Just to end the this cycle of torture and misery
I'll close my eyes just to see it all go
Everything, everyone ends

You're just my endless defeat
Another severed belief
Ad now your wasted life
Is flashing before my eyes
It's just another attempt
To be redeemed of yourself
It's just another way to grieve
The fucking murder
Choke you out
The attention you need
Harmless kill
Just another muder
Your decay
Venue for another murder

I'll close my eyes
Just to end the this cycle of torture and misery
I'll close my eyes just to see it all go
Everything, everyone ends
I'll close my eyes
Just to end the this cycle of torture and misery
I'll close my eyes just to see it all go
Everything, everyone ends

She, she's beautiful
But it's meaningless
The way she fakes that smile
Irrational
She's cynical
It's killing me again
Killing me again

She, well she's beautiful
But it's merciless
Because she closed her eyes
Unreachable
And it's terminal
She's killing me again
Killing me again

Love - Raped and afflicted
Life - Soiled and fucked beyond
Sense - Devised, perfected
Lie - Everything everyone
Ends - Everything everywhere
Ends - Everything everyone ends
Your life means nothing

10. The Reckoning

Cut
Pain divides
Your descent
From all the
Damage that you have become
Blame yourself
Damage done
There is no coming back from this

No absolution from the ones you scar
You see you sorrow through the eyes of a victim
Contamination of the rising star
The anti-vision and design of a fractured intent

Spread your misery conspiracy
The restitution for you life

The depravation of your hidden lie
(Reveals) a muted memory of the damage inflicted
Interrogation with a blinded eye
Creates the scapegoat that
Replaces the need to repeat

Fall
Begin descent
Cannot prevent this life

There's no redemption
For a life of this kind
And it will bleed out in time
The reckoning
Self-preservation
And the motives collinde
It's just a matter of time
The reckoning

There's no reason now
Design of a fractured intent
Fall
Begin descent
Cannot prevent this life

There's no redemption
For a life of this kind
And it will bleed out in time
The reckoning
Self-preservation
And the motives collinde
It's just a matter of time
The reckoning

11. God Complex (Anger)

Bury the one I used to know
The memory is fading
Feels like and endless suicide
Degenerating
Withdrawal
Rewrite
You're overcompensating
Suspend belief
Your faith is so persuading

Anger God Complex

Destroy your God and bleed out

Just skin the soul
Expose the core
And medicate it
Then rape the heart and be the Whore
You animate it
Devise
Destroy
These dreams have long but faded
It's true
It's pure
It's not just real
It's all I know

Destroy your God

Anger God Complex

Destroy your God and bleed out

12. Motive Method Opportunity (Denial)

Destroy your God and bleed out

These walls come crashing down
And now it all decays
We take the life we once embraced
It slips away

The curse of emptiness
In time will have its way
The loneliness enables us to numb again

13. Exit Wounds (Acceptance)

When she feels
Is just short of nothing
But she's still more than something
I can't
No I can't watch her cry
While she cries
I'm calling out your name
But still resistant
Who assumes the blame?
And then it all comes down
To the suffering you felt
Intended just for me
For me, It's all for me

If you take this all away
And it still keeps bleeding
While your God looked the other way
Did it all mean nothing?

It's sinking in
I'm still adjusting
Below the dream
Was just dysfunction
Memories
I've half erased
Have replaced this life
That's dead and left behind
It's soothing like a murder
What did you bury?
The world that is collapsing
Keeps the tragedy relapsing
And it's gone

If you take this all away
And it still keeps bleeding
While your God looked the other way
Did it all mean nothing?

Conscience broken
Words aren't spoken
Conscience is broken
Words aren't spoken
For me
For me
It's all for me
To see
It's just for me
She fucks him violently
For me
It's just for me
Disease is all I know
Nothing means anything to me
She fucks him violently
For me
It's just for me
Disease is all I leave
For me
It's all for me
It all comes to an end
For me
It's just for me







SPINESHANK LYRICS