STILL LIFE DECAY LYRICS

1. Rapeleach

Forward resistance
False lethargic
Expectant reward for nothing labored

Suck like leach pulled from me
Hold back boundries now construct
Arms length to protect
Stealing fruits of inner toil
I will fold
Never stepping stones to reach
The joke unable to comprehend
The words i speak fluently

Trapped in plastic
Mindset material gain will slap you again
Sleep on with head numb
Come undone
Awaken only within trauma
So keep looking on in shallow senses
Hindsight all the wasted moments
Unable to touch
The sad vacancy never present to be aware
Chances lost now contemplate
Stratagies to regain meaning
Many seperate ways
Many seperate paths

Go full on or complain
Point out fault
Contemplate
Recognise these things that trouble me

Cut...

Cut them from life
Displeasing taste to dramatise
Until believing am i being fair to myself
To hate...
No respect for mirrored fault
Mirrored plea
To hate...
No respect for mirrored fault
Reflection plea

To hate everyone else
Point out fault
Contemplate
Recognise these things that trouble me

Cut them from life
Displeasing taste to dramatise
Until believing am i being fair to myself
To everyone else
No respect for mirrored fault
No respect...

Something's wrong

To hate...

Go full on or complain
Point out fault
Contemplate
Recognise these things that trouble me

Cut them from life
Displeasing taste to dramatise
Until believing am i being fair to myself
To hate...

2. Realign

Rebuild to connect
It crumbles in neglect
Alone and cold
Payment of your soul

Half-present and aware
The start of another
Skin shedding torture
Half-blistered future

I'm bound to the ground
I'm found looking onward
Into a hole...
If i could stand i'd fall

I can't find peace of mind
I need some more time
I can't find peace of mind
I'm dying on the inside

It's torturous
So goddamn violent
So motherfucking introspective

This is an inner search...

This is an inner search
It's all been rehersed
A desire for escape
From what's been made

The closer that we get
The more it grows distant
So arrogant so ignorant
Distress...
Distress...

Tranquilized T.V. eyes
Unplug and realize
We ingest forcefed lies
Then question burning skies

It's torturous
So goddamn violent
So motherfucking introspective

My head's loaded
My head's a loaded gun

It's torturous
So goddamn violent
So motherfucking introspective
It's torturous
So goddamn violent

3. Resuscitate

Unwind and find
Losing track of time
It escapes me quietly
Until i seep into infinity

Fading fast
Losing grasp
It slips too fast
Time trick giving chance
A second glance pulling away
Time keeps ticking away

Fall into the fold
Connect this dislocation
Numb mind
Dead eyes
Walk off
Motion sickness

Help to soothe
Lick these wounds
That will not heal
Injest
Unrest
Nothing making sense
Unclear hollow thoughts
Distract evidence
Unexplained memories lost

Retained memories collage
Nothing seems to connect
Unravel into torment
Torment...

Traumatic installation
Reaching into degradation
Feeling cold as it unfolds
Erasing light
Relapse
Self-confined
Grow new shell
Transform under
Break tough layers
Membrane wrapped
Fracture and reveal
Disillusion shock
Internal monologue repeating

Unrevealing
Until it flows into a gush
Step heavy down
Barren rows feel grey
Push down slow
Implant rejected
Clean this mess
Paranoia mental stress

Extending hope
Reach out
Grasp
Hold on
Holding on only slivers
Sinking quicker
Reach short
Undertow pulling
Submerge
Impending panic
Engulfed by overload
Rescue uncertain
Struggle
Submerging
Grasp
Hold on
Only slivers
Reach short
Sinking quicker
Hold on
Entanglement
Slipping
Imminent void

Hold on
Last breath
Grasping
Reach short
I'm slipping into nothing
Hold on
Can't breath
My grip is slipping
I'm reaching into nothing
Hold on
I'm reaching
Can't grasp
I'm slipping
I'm sinking

No response...

4. Detach

When will it end
Will it ever end
Wake up to the noise
Of unfinished unease
Tear at myself
Tear at the world
Bite the dog
Smash the clock
Jump out the window
Fragmented thought
Distraught
Release me
Frustrate
Slowly being erased
Seclusion
Restraint misplaced
Detach
Backlash
Misfed
Detest

I'm standing on the brink of collapse
Nothing's left to hold me back
This time i've gone too far
Now i'm going to let it fall

Self-inflicting mutilation
Always cutting and replacing
Revive a disguise
To anesthicise
Imbedding inside
Now purge and access
Recollect & dispense
Into your head
Envision incision
Extract and detach
Recoil
Retract
Convulse and react
Release then set traps
Outreach
Reject
Defect
Reset
Brainwash that infects

I'm standing on the brink of collapse
Nothing's left to hold me back
This time i've gone too far
Now i'm going to let it fall

Detach

5. Lash

Big let down
World crashing down
In a puppetshow
Suburban overload
Nowhere to go but inside
Unwelcoming
Bodybag
Passing time
Freezeframe
Insanity
New day opens wide
Quickly closing in
Attention scattered
Phobia...

Dull throb
Black tounge
Speaking knives on a metro line
Thin finger
Scratch rot
Looking for another sign

Stitch
Laughter
Pump action
Explode
Ripped flesh
Oversewn
Force-fed
Head bloat

Environment control
Restraining downlow
Bleak overview
Strain to see through
Alterside
Serenity
Costume violent memories
Creeping in and poisoning
Infecting everything

Contemplate
Life waste
Out of touch
Abyss suck
Obesessive
Compulsive
Distraction
Nightmares still
Unmasking nemisis

One last piece to make me complete
You precious thing don't ever leave
Embalm moment in time
To archive peace of mind

Synchronicity revives
Falling in line
Blackwinged and cloaked
Circling high
I'm still speaking knives
On a metro line

6. Signal

My skeletons still dance with broken limbs
Woven together by circumstance
Stung with a static sting
Floating down over everything
Sore waves of bitter lips
Salted to preserve distress
False drama weakens the grip
As all consciousness begins to slip
Amnesia assists my trickery
I'll lead you inside to see the workings of a frail device
Constructed with no use

One hand on the door
One cracks a whip
I feel nothing
I still feel nothing
I feel nothing...

You can't give it to me it's something i must retreive
You can't show it to me it's something i have to see
I can't hear it calling me
I can't hear it call

Grown into a suit of scars
But i'll inflict one more
If i can't feel the pain
I can't feel anything
I mirror a reflection vile
A disgust so jekyll and hyde
Like a monster that holds me and takes over inside
I need a slap to wake me
But soon the sting will subside
I need some death to feel alive
Gimme some death to feel alive
I need some death to feel alive

One hand on the door
One cracks a whip
I feel nothing
I still feel nothing
I feel nothing...

You can't give it to me it's something i must retreive
You can't show it to me it's something i have to see
I can't hear it calling me
I can't hear it call

Can't...
Feel...
No more...
Nothing...

I'm...
Destroyed...

I feel nothing
I still feel nothing

You can't give it to me it's something i must retreive
You can't show it to me it's something i have to see

7. Tentacle

Slow wrap to asphixiate
Possesion
Gripping tight
Resisting
The hold intesifies

Held in a coma web
Suspended living dead
Coiled deep inside
It takes another bite

Deceiving
Constricting
Restraining
It won't let go

Deceiving
Constricting
Restraining
Your dying soul

8. Passage

A faceless ghost haunting sleep
Sinking eyes roll back and disconnect
With white wash rinsing deep
Brought to a place disfigured and opaque
Open...

Emanate and touch the flame
Blister mother given hands
Stand still embrace the flames
Split wide open cracked and cleansed
Left with a shadowed view
Raw afflicted thoughts in mind
Old reflections seeping through
Exposing leasions of a different kind

Open eyes
Open these eyes
Let in the light
Casting shadows in a sickened mind
Let in the light
Throwing image into a broken sky

A dull throb pounding to get out
Into a room so still...
Feel the vacant silence
Move through it, breathe in
Suffocating lost whisper licking
A dull throb still pounding to get out
Into a room so still...

Open eyes
Open these eyes
Let in the light
Casting shadows in a sickened mind
Let in the light
Throwing image into a broken sky

Getting back lost path rewind rewind
Question destination
Unseen complications falling off the edge
Rewind
Confine
Rewind

Open eyes
Open these eyes
Let in the light
Casting shadows in a sickened mind
Let in the light
Throwing image into a broken sky

9. Infest

Pale existance
Bleached white deficience
Evolving insects left me with a hole
A death within
Left this hole to fill with sin
These clouded secrets
I'll bury deep
Deep to forget
And disguise the stench
Of cold regret that's leaving it's toll

All that was asleep and numb
Lay wide awake inflicting ruin
I'll tear the skin and peel it back
To leave it's marks and feel it scratch

Pale reflection
Disguising hidden deception
Hungry insects left me with a hole
A hell within
Punished by my own sins
These hidden demons
Are consuming me
All that is left
Is this spoiled flesh
And an emptiness that is swallowing me

All that was asleep and numb
Lay wide awake inflicting ruin
I'll tear the skin and peel it back
To leave it's marks and feel it scratch

Pale existance
Bleached white deficience
Evolving insects left me with a hole
A death within
Left this hole to fill with sin
These clouded secrets
I'll bury deep
Deep to forget
And disguise the stench
Of cold regret that's leaving it's toll

All that was asleep and numb
Lay wide awake inflicting ruin
I'll tear the skin and peel it back
To leave it's marks and feel it scratch

Pale reflection
Disguising hidden deception
Hungry insects left me with a hole
A hell within
Punished by my own sins
These hidden demons
Are consuming me
All that is left
Is this spoiled flesh

All that was asleep and numb
Lay wide awake inflicting ruin
All that was asleep and numb
Lay wide awake inflicting ruin
I'll tear the skin and peel it back
To leave it's marks and feel it scratch
To leave it's marks and feel it...
To leave it's marks and feel it...
Scratch

10. Empty (Dismembered Mix)

11. Consumed (Remixed By Terrorfakt)

12. Consumed (Remixed By Side 3)

STILL LIFE DECAY LYRICS