SUBURBAN SCUM LYRICS

1. Count My Blessings

Now I know exactly how it feels
To have your whole life stripped from you
Without finding something real
My past is buried, and so am I
It's a shame things couldn't change
Lord told me to count my blessings
Well I lost count and agony remains

Who to turn to while feelings so cold
I'm breathing fire while tasting defeat
A man can only take so much
At war with the world - At war with me

Life never changes
Feels like I'm stuck on repeat
Another blade sharpened so deep within
Reminding me of what I used to be

YOU FUCKING MURDERED ME

2. Dead End Path

[feat. Ryan Teel]

Trying to escape how I feel
Trying to find my mask of sanity
Losing touch of what I know
Surrounded by fire, my world's ablaze

21 years ago her only son was born
Born dead from day one,
Lead a life still on the run

No motivation and a lack of patience has me eating dirt,
What a way to go out of life questioning what is this worth?

I watch my life slip through my hands
as she calls my name
The fucking world turned it's back on me
The devil's son I remain

I can't breathe, there's no use in saving me
All the lies that I've told are eating away
I'm burning, I'm breaking,
There's nothing left for me
I'll walk the path of the vagabond
With no place to feel safe
Nothing is my own, no place to call home

NO LOVE WILL SHINE THROUGH THE LIGHTS OF THESE EYES!

You can't play god, cause I'm the reaper
I walk alone on this dead end path to an early fucking grave

3. Self Loathing

[feat. Vinny HC]

Am I living in hell?
My whole world collapsed
Beaten but not broken,
I still felt the aftermath
Nothing will ever go right
So why should I try?

Locked in a bind through the hands of time
This is my own demise

You ever get the feeling that everything you do in your whole life is one big crock of shit?!- Growing up I never thought it would come to this, sometimes I wake up and don't want to deal with it. I find the burning flame deep in my soul, so long as the fire burns I keep my control. My fuse is running and I'm close to the edge, I'll fight this fucking world and have my revenge.

HAVE MY REVENGE

I can't even look at myself
Something's gotta give
No path to follow
I have no incentive
Where there's a will, there's a fucking way
This battered soul has seen better days

Pressure just makes me stronger,
It drives me hate
I won't take your shitty anymore, kid
I'll spit in your face

4. Internal War

I can't seem to find peace within myself
Faith means nothing when your head's in hell
I tried to break the devil's grip,
but he won't set me free

Watch me fade to grey
Everyday
Every thing's the same

I'm at war
War with myself

5. Hollow Bones

I've done it once again
Sunk down to my lowest depths
I try and push on, easier said than done
Black clouds surround me
Stuck in a world with no setting sun

Buried alive, I try and free my mind
Nothing will ever change
I can't learn from my past mistakes,
And I'm the only one to blame

I drag these hollow bones down these roads I know so well.
Depression is setting in on me, and not a soul in this world can help.

Is there something wrong with me?
Inner peace is all I seek, but these blind eyes can't see.

I stand alone and cold, with my heart at my feet
I pray to the lord for my soul to keep
Because I'd rather fucking die!

6. Blind To Life

I take two steps forward,
That's like ten steps back
Trying to ease this pain
A shallow path full of misery
Yet a man who is destined for change

Trying to take what I can't have
Extending arms, but I can't grab
A broken soul won't face defeat
The only thing on a shark's mind is eat
Motherfucker!

I stride and stride through your lies
But there is no glory
A revolving door of bullshit
Always the same fucking story
As I sit here spineless
With my arms so cold
I try to break the foundation,
but I can't crack the mold

So keep running from all your problems,
Then blame your bastard son when you don't know how to solve them.

You'll do anything to escape the truth,
Which is why I'd do anything to escape from you
Clear as day, even the blind can see
You took the life you never had OUT ON ME

Why was it so easy for you to get up and abandon me?

7. Suburban Discipline

An innocent man dealt a guilty hand
Watched a world close their blinds
Best friends are your closest enemies
Yeah I've learned that over time
Roaches and rats surface & feed just to get by
This place you call home will push you aside
just to watch you die

I can't take it
Living in a place where few relate
And the few I've trusted
Just turned their fucking backs on me
The lies they pile up
You were a snitch, not a fucking brother
When you see me turn my back
like you always did, you motherfucker!

I can't believe
How easily I was decieved
I can't believe
That I let you get the best of me

Same shit, different day
I just watch the world turn
Played for a fucking fool
They would rather watch me burn

Over the years these wounds have only grow deeper. I gave you truth, you gave me lies, no one can trust you either. And when you question what happens when we cross paths, this is the way you need it to be, now you can feel the aftermath.

I can't believe
How easily I was decieved
I can't believe
That I let you get the best of me

YOU'LL BURN IN HELL WITH ME





SUBURBAN SCUM LYRICS