SWELL LYRICS

1. Blacklist

I've bit my tongue more times than I could count
You've chewed me up, brought me down, and spit me right out
But now I've come to peace with what you really are
Safe to say, I'm part to blame but this is all your fault

You just keep pointing the finger
But I am not one to blame
Always playing the victim
It's time to put you in your place

Try to make a fool out of me
You thought that I was weak and I would just let it be
But now it's time, to teach you a lesson
Try that shit again and I will unleash aggression

Unleash aggression

I've bit my tongue, but now it's time to right this wrong
I don't care, anymore, so I'll take you head on
Once done, I can move on with my fucking life
You made a bad decision and I'll make you pay out of spite

You just keep pointing the finger
But I am not one to blame
Always playing the victim
It's time to put you in your place

Never again, will I be put in this position
You fooled me once, fooled me twice and I just didn't listen
But deep down, I always knew you were a fucking snake
Spit your venom somewhere else I'm done I walk away

2. King of Lies

The truth lays heavy on my mind
Like a cross it nails me down
I think I've lost all of my spine
King of lies wearing a thorned crown

The grip of life has choked me out
Bones cracking underneath the weight
I want to scream but can't make a sound
Can't seem to get my mind straight

It's a never ending cycle
To try to numb the pain
Suffer for survival
Every day all over again

Every day I wake up, feel infected by pain
By the way that I do, by the way that I cave
Can't look inside, of my mind
And see what's real and I want to decide

I know what I want, the loneliness to cease
I know what I am, nothing but a lowlife freak

I tried so hard to forget my mistakes
I turned my back on every promise I made
Cannot conform, am I to blame
Feel like this world and I cannot relate

It's a never ending cycle
To try to numb the pain
Suffer for survival
Every day all over again

And now my heart grows fucking empty
I've come to lose all I had sought
I feel my soul has fucking left me
And I have lost all I have loved

Love, lost
Love, fucking lost

3. Test of Time

I always figured that life runs its course
But what do you do if that path isn't yours
Will you wallow in pity or take it back by force
Will you find the strength to endure

The times are changing fast
Nothing nobody can do to last
What if I never truly find the strength
To move forward on my own path

Never I will stand the test of time
Never my own life I will define

I never saw what kind person I became
Fear formed a pattern that filled with shame and hate
Once you figured it out, it was far too late
Stuck in your ways lost in the haze

Never I will stand the test of time
Never my own life I will define

The test of time, will come on your path
Makes you feel, like you weren't meant to last
Blackens your soul, makes you feel trapped
Backed in a corner with the ghosts of your past

I made my choice and it's clear to see
First regain control get it back to me
Live life by desires they will set me free
In spite of these times, I will survive guarantee

The times are changing fast
Nothing nobody can do to last
What if I never truly find the strength
To move forward on my own path

Never I will stand the test of time
Never my own life I will define

4. Mercy Never Wanted Me

Mercy never wanted me
Mercy's never given me a shred of any sympathy
Mercy never wanted me
Mercy's never given me a shred of any sympathy

My mind it never turns off
Worst case scenarios
Paralyzing my thoughts

Living a life that's lost
Never gaining the upper hand
Survival between disconnected fellow men

Trying to live in the moment
But the glory is fading
No more negating

I am sick of this waiting
Can I ever leave my own head
Or will I find my own end

Some things are better left unsaid
What goes on inside this fucked up head

Pray I never meet my end
By all the things I never fucking said

Mercy never wanted me
Mercy's never given me a shred of any sympathy
Mercy never wanted me
Mercy's never given me a shred of any sympathy







SWELL LYRICS