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1. Make It Hurt

I don't feel shit unless it's pain
Nothing registers no not even my name
If you decide to get close
What I need the most
Is my face in the dirt
Make it hurt

Pupils dilate
Salivating don't make me wait
Break my ribs
Rip out my nails
I feel alive, it never fails

Make it hurt
Make it hurt
I can't feel you if you don't
Make it hurt
Make it hurt
I can't feel you if you won't
Make it hurt
I can't feel you if you don't
Make it hurt

I'm pulling out my jagged teeth, I need to know what's underneath
I'm pulling out my jagged teeth, I need to know what's underneath

Can't take one more second
Hearing the voices disagree
They're not speaking words so dig your nails into my throat
And listen to my plea

Make
It
Hurt

Make it stop
Make it quiet for a bit
I'm fucked in the head
That much I'll admit
So do me a favor
I know the cure
Make it hurt for me
Don't ask cause I'm sure

Help me out
Make it quiet for tonight
I know it's not safe
But I'll be alright
Make it stop
Make it quiet for a bit
I'm fucked in the head
That much I'll admit

Make it hurt
Make it hurt
I can't feel you if you don't
Make it hurt
Make it hurt
I can't feel you if you won't
Make it hurt
I can't feel you if you don't
Make it hurt

I just want to bleed out
Bleed out
I want to suffocate in plain site
What a delight, what a delight
I want to suffocate in plain plain site

I wanna watch you let me die
I wanna watch you let me die
I wanna watch you let me die
I wanna watch you let me die

2. Don't Look At Me

Nothing works so I'll count down from three
Your gaze hurts please don't fucking look at me
It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me
Like peeling off my skin, I'm begging you don't look at me
It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me
Like peeling off my skin
Don't look at me

Don't you
Don't you
Don't you
Don't look at me
Look at me

I don't exist to myself
So what the fuck do you see
Fuck, make it stop, I feel them burning my brain

Eyes
Eyes
Bloodshot
They're glaucomatic
It's traumatic

Your versions of me are clouding my vision
We're gettin' close to the time for incision
Pressures building and my eyes are gonna burst
If this is how you see me I'll make sure that I'm the worst

It's not me
I'm not me
Don't look at me
It's not me
I said
Don't you fucking look at me
Torture when strangers stare
And if they knew they wouldn't
Care

It's not me
I'm not me
Don't look at me
It's not me
It's not me
I'm not me
Don't look at me
It's not me

It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me
Like peeling off my skin
I'm begging you don't look at me
It fucking hurts when I feel their eyes staring at me
Like peeling off my skin
Don't look at me

Back up bitch
Don't you, don't you, don't look at me
Don't you, don't you, don't you, don't look at me
Look at me

My head is down and I'm looking at my feet
Whatever you're doing sure as shit's not discrete
I don't sleep and I can't fucking eat
Cause I know they all see
A fuck up who admits defeat

3. All Smiles

Round and round
Round and round
I'm all smiles
Round and round
We go
Round and round
We go
I'm all smiles

Don't show them
Don't ever let them see that side of me
Just use a prosthetic smile you fucking amputee

Round and round
Round and round
I'm all smiles

They say, the eyes are the window to the soul
If you couldn't tell that mine is dead the grin met it's goal
Distractions and first impressions
Throw you off with fake expressions
Throw you off with fake expressions

I never let you see inside
I don't leave room for anything to be implied
I never let you see inside
Run better run if I ever get untied

Ten nine eight
I just can't relate
Seven six five four
Shut the door
Three two one
Real self?
There's none

Even in my dreams it doesn't ever stop
I wish that at least there I could take off this fucking prop
But it's stuck, it's glued to my face
So I'm stuck right here, couldn't keep up the pace
I'll say it again just in case
This smiles my saving grace

Round and round
Round and round
I'm all smiles
Round and round we go
Round and round we go
I'm all smiles

I swear nobody looks twice
As long as I keep up this smirk
And at this point
And at this point
It doesn't even seem to take any work

Round and round
Round and round
I'm all smiles
Round and round we go
Round and round we go
I'm all smiles

Ten nine eight
I just can not relate
Seven six five four
So I shut the fucking door
Three two one
Real self?
There is none
Happy now?
I was honest
Now let's be done

4. Helluputmethru

You fooled me once
I fooled me too
They say the shame is on me
I say the shame is on you
You fooled me once
I fooled me too
I'll never forgive you
For the hell you put me through

It's like when people talk all I hear is white noise
And I feel like if I sit here for one more second I'll lose my poise
You can see it my eyes, it's no surprise
The lows outweigh the highs
The lows outweigh the highs

I can't stand the static sound
That always follows me around
I won't hear what you said
Let alone the thoughts in my head

I can't stand the static sound
That always follows me around
I won't hear what you said

You fooled me once
I fooled me too
They say the shame is on me
I say the shame is on you
You fooled me once
I fooled me too
I'll never forgive you
For the hell you put me through
Never, never, never

You can say it all you want but it won't make it true
Cause the things you wish you weren't are what make you you
Scream it til you're blue in the face
You always knew that I could vanish without a trace

Say it, say it, say it all you want but it's not true
The shit you hate about yourself is what makes you you
Call me a sociopath, you're not off base
Cause I fucking love that you were scared
I'd disappear without a trace

I won't be nice and I'm a bad bad man
This is what happens when you treat someone as less than
You
I'm a bad bad man

You fooled me once
I fooled you too
I'll never forgive you
For the hell you put me through

You fooled me once
I fooled me too
They say the shame is on me
I say the shame is on you
You fooled me once
I fooled me too
I'll never forgive you
For the hell you put me through
Never, never, never

5. Mirror Fear

I'd cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a fucking mirror
I see ugly, I don't see a trace of me
Tell me it's not true I'll smile and fucking disagree
I'd cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a fucking mirror
It might sound dramatic but it's sincere
I'd do anything to look and have nothing appear

Distorted glass shimmers through my spine
Warped reflections this body's not fucking mine
My face gets cold while the rest of me sweats
Cope with a bottle and two packs of cigarettes

Strung out and burnt up beyond repair
If I could see what you see I'd be fine I swear
But I don't and I just fucking can't
I'm sorry for the bother, I didn't mean to rant

I'd cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a fucking mirror
I see ugly, I don't see a trace of me
Tell me it's not true I'll smile and fucking disagree
I'd cauterize my eyes to avoid the fear
Of looking into a fucking mirror
It might sound dramatic but it's sincere
I'd do anything to look and have nothing appear

Dig at my face
Rip out my hair
Let's start from scratch just in case
Claw at my skin
Dig at my face
Rip out my hair
I can't remember who I am so I'll erase

Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
I'll fucking erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase
Erase

This body's not fucking mine
This body's not fucking mine

I can't remember who I am so I'll erase
I can't remember who I am so I'll erase
I can't remember who I am so I'll erase
I can't remember who I am so I'll erase
Let's start from scratch
Just in case

Claw at my skin
Dig at my face
Rip out my hair
Let's start from scratch just in case
Claw at my skin
Dig at my face
Rip out my hair
I can't remember who I am so I'll erase

6. Puppeteer

It's not manipulation if I let you do it
So don't feel fucking bad because I'm begging you to do it
Cause when I get like this
I really can't dismiss
I'm lifeless all around and I want to reminisce

When I try to set it straight
I fold and feel the weight
I'm digging at my ears
But I can't understand what they say
They interrupt and scream
But now I get the theme
It's all a big god damn scheme

Be my, be my puppeteer
Pull my strings
Feed me lines
And whisper in my ear

I'm off the rails
I'm on the lam
I hate who I am
I'm off the rails
I'm on the lam
Tell me what to do, that's the plan

Pose me in any fashion
Change the way I walk
I'd rather be a puppet
Than an outline in chalk

Be my, be my puppeteer
Pull my strings
Feed me lines
And whisper in my ear

Be my, be my puppeteer
Pull my strings
Feed me lines
And whisper in my ear

I am a marionette
I am a lifeless threat

I am a marionette
I am a lifeless threat
I am a marionette
I am a lifeless threat
I am a marionette
I am a lifeless threat

7. Cry Baby

I don't know why
And I can't explain it
It's as close as I can get to feeling sedated
I make it bad
I make it hard
Won't do it unless it leaves me scarred

Give me all the misery
It's all for me
It's all for me
It's all for me

Give me all the misery
I'm a glutton for punishment
I said give me all the misery
Guess it's masochistic to a degree

I do it to myself if you couldn't tell
I fucking love
I fucking love
I fucking love living in hell

I do it to myself if you couldn't tell
I fucking love
I fucking love
I fucking love living in hell

Cry baby
Cry baby
I love the sting
The tears from my eyes bring

Stay away
Stay away
You don't want to get too close
Fixing for destruction
I promise you don't want to be my dose

I don't know when I'm lying
I don't know when I'm awake
I'm alive when I'm crying
With that there's no mistake
No mistake

Cry baby
Cry baby
I love the sting
The tears from my eyes bring
Cry baby
I'll sing myself to sleep

If you come my way motherfucker
I'll only warn you this one time
If you come my way motherfucker
Turn around, turn around
'Cause I'm human slime
You dont wanna stick around
I can't blame you though
'Cause I'm bad fuckin news baby girl
I forgot to let you know, you know
If you come my way motherfucker
I'll only warn you this one time
If you come my way motherfucker
Turn around, turn around
'Cause I'm human slime

You don't wanna stick around
And I just can't blame you though
I'm bad fuckin news baby
And I never let you know
I never let you know

I fucking love living in hell
I fucking love living in hell
I fucking love living in hell
I fucking love living in hell
I fucking love living in hell

8. The Smiling Knife

Trace your vital veins
Too easy to get inside their brains
Trace your vital veins
Too easy to get inside their brains

I feel it
I see it
I know how you think
I sharpened the edge
Now I let it sink
I get what I want
And you're easy to fool
Keep a smile while I butcher
That's the only rule

I'll smile so loud it cuts you
Like the blade I use to strip your skin
There's nothing in this world that I can't spin

I'll smile so loud it cuts you
No you won't see the knife, only my grin
There's nothing in this world that I can't spin

Can't feel it
Can't see it
You don't know what I am on the inside
This serrated self is a part of me
And if it's sharp as can be
I sharpen more to guarantee

That when I lay into you
There's no room to disagree
So when I lay in you
Can't see me for me

Suck my teeth
Lick my lips
Gotta keep my mouth shut
Or the blood drips

I'll smile so loud it cuts you
Like the blade I use to strip your skin
There's nothing in this world that I can't spin

I'll smile so loud it cuts you
No you won't see the knife, only my grin
There's nothing in this world that I can't spin

Look at my
Lips curl
While I flash a smile
I know you can't see

Look at my
Lips curl
While I flash a smile
I know you can't see

Look at my
Lips curl
While I flash a smile
I know you can't see

9. Dread All

Don't care 'bout the danger
Wanna be a stranger
Don't care 'bout the danger
Wanna be a stranger

You look so familiar guess I always knew
You're me and I'm you
All it took was seventy-two
Look down at me, at me
Please look down at me
Look down at me

Don't care 'bout the danger
Wanna be a stranger
Don't care about the danger
Wanna be a stranger

Did you help me stand tall?
Or did you trip me
Trick me and make me fall off
I won't lie this god damn time
You make me feel small
But I choose to fucking crawl

Don't care 'bout the danger
Wanna be a stranger
Don't care about the danger

I dread it all, I dread it all
I choose the peaks and I live in the falls
I'm feelin' small and it hurts to crawl
When I looked up were you looking down after all?

And if I'm gonna spiral out
Gotta maintain some control
I dread it all
I dread it

I dread it all
I dread
I dread it all

10. Closer To Me

Do you mind if I stay
Do you care if I stick close to you
I have lived in your skin so long
You let me out and now you'll see me

So why don't you
Why don't you
Don't you come closer to me
Closer to me
Why don't you stay
Closer to me

I swear I won't bite
Pulled my teeth for you
Sewed my lips up tight
Do you have a clue?
If you're not sure I'd love to review

I'm the part inside with every single shitty trait
I'm the part inside you try to kill but love to hate
You never knew but could always relate
You can't ignore me, it's way too late

So why don't you
Why don't you
Don't you come closer to me
Closer to me
Why don't you stay
Closer to me

I'm taking over
It's long overdue
Don't act surprised
Cause you always knew
I'm taking over
It's long overdue
Don't act surprised
I'm taking over
It's long overdue
Don't act surprised
Cause I'm always in you

So why don't you
Why don't you
Don't you come closer to me
Closer to me
Why don't you stay
Closer to me

Come closer
Come closer
Why don't you
Come closer

Come closer
Come closer
Why don't you
Come closer

11. Cross My Heart

I wish nobody poked these holes
At the top of this god damn jar
I never knew
I never knew
That you're my least favorite part

I crossed my heart

You say you want it
I say you don't
You say you want it but you won't

There's only needles
There's no more eyes
You say you want it
I've given you so many tries
I've given you so many tries

Cross my heart
And hope to die
I'll never understand
So I won't try

It's been a while since I let you breathe
It doesn't matter how many times I've tried to make you leave
We're the same and there's nothing I can do
I accept this part and I think I love it too

Cross my heart
And hope to die
I'll never understand
So I won't try

Cross my heart
And hope to die
I'll never understand
So I won't try

Bad luck
Bad luck
Bad luck
Bad luck
I won't fight it
I won't fight it
We're fucking stuck

Stuck together here to stay

Do you know what it's like?
To have the worst in you glorified
By fucks who only care
When you're sad or if you cried
Positive reinforcement for feeling suicidial?
For wishing I was dead?
Why didn't you ask if I was okay instead?







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