TED MAUL LYRICS

1. Forest With This Memory Of A Free Festival

As my eyes roll back, relapse and shake eyes roll back, heart contracts
You laugh, as you know your mind is filled with the ecstasy glow
Your teeth, as they grind feel connected to your wrought mind
Your face starts to change, your visuals start to rearrange
You know you're not alone, their faces all are changing

Awake no symbiotic sense of dreaming
Your mind has a lot of bad vibes
Inner thoughts that are hard to align
Look aside, theorise, realize deep inside
Its for the ride its not forever
My mind has a lot of disguise
I pretend its not I just realize
You can be whatever you want to
Don't have to show everyone what you've gone through.

In this field we're only pretending kidding ourselves that we are mending
Inventing worlds that we can live in not a world that is depressing
It is all what It is all what everything, anything its all what you believe in
Align your mind Girls all around me, here I go and as I look around the flailing bodies with twisting limbs close in on me
And there she stand chewing her face off, beauty turned ugly and I want her, I love her

In this field of ambivalence for me
Such love but I feel so scared
Everybody's looking at me
With their werewolf face and hair
Talking to the girl at the fire
She a she wolf
She talks too strange she more
fucked up than me she says
The sun machine is falling down
(you can have this pill for free)
The sun machine is coming down
Its all a lie, there is no fucking sun machine,
Yes there is you none-believer, you'll have to wait a while

The sun machine is coming down,
Darkness enhances the shaking ground
The sun machine is coming down
In my head her words resound
The sun machine is coming down
In my head her words resound

Mind twisted
Eyes blistered
Cries calling me

Can you hear the laughing? There's always laughing when I'm trying to sleep.
Shh, there's no voice, its only paranoia,
Shit, now I'm talking to myself and I can still hear the laughing.
Still goddamn laughing.

And still their faces keep on changing

Dancing, with my episodic moves
Tripping, everyone around me grooves
Drifting, I've got now way to choose

Episodic desperatic erratic dramatic its all habit

Your mind has a lot of bad vibes
Inner thoughts that are hard to align
Look aside, theorise, realize deep inside
Its for the ride its not forever
My mind has a lot of disguise
I pretend its not I just realize
You can be whatever you want to
Don't have to show everyone what you've gone through.

Align your mind

Its a pain, I'm insane

2. Spherical Lie

Wake up- take one step back from me
The fuckin' look in your eye your fuckin dissin' me
You never cared I always took shit from thee
And then again I've got this vision of you in my head
Into your eyes-fade away I force me to stop it
But I cant let it drop it
And I force me to block it all out
Who is she - in my visions I don't know
I question her own sanity
Ties and passion
Brain thinks too much
Ties and passion
Tired of thinking too much
Your brain goes wild with thought I see the answers clear I cant put words in place
To say the things I feel forthright pessamizer
Just stay away from me
Any more of your tries I break a piece of thee
Shows down
You piece of shit
Mutating into something
That I thought you could never conceive
Ties and passion
Brain thinks too much
Ties and passion - tired
My brain goes on and on
My brain goes on and on
Relentless voices drain
Confusion batters senses
In suffocating rage
Doom infested pessamizers - its what you are
Doom infested pessamizer
Its just a fuckin' game were in aligned with fear
Ignorant
Arrogant
Selfish bitch
But I'm the cunt?
Arrogance
Ignorance
Smiling face
It's all a front
And nothings gonna change her ways
And nothings gonna change in me
Your eyes fade away, a puking feeling empties me
I cry from within, I believe this shit didn't have to be
Sample: "I think you have a tendency to underestimate what is real.
In doing soim left with only one alternative "
Spherical lies - palpitations high
From the anger that's projected
Towards your evil fuckin' mind
Multinational demise
With their euphoria guise
Clerical love is their spherical lies
Maybe its time for some practical vibes
Magnanimous feelings
For people worldwide
In radical form - cultures reborn
From priests blessin' children too people makin' porn
Let go of your chattel hatred I'm a freak of your chattel hatred
Can you feel it now ..

3. Unconditional Dejection

[Instrumental]

4. Gutting The Reason

Fumes - rising - evil - carnage
They're all, all dead, they're all, all dead
Political dealings the future belongs to
This is where they die
Effigy of wasted lives
Countless humans - segregated slaughter
Political dealings
One mans idea
President has spoke
You are in debt to him
Like ancient prophecies
Millennium belongs to him
This world it stinks of sin, of sin
Dot on the map these fiends don't matter
Soldiers see reality
Pres is safe just pressing buttons
This world is drenched in bloody sin
Severed throats sing choking evil hymns
Fulfilling prophecies
Countless demonic priests
Your fucking lost without it
Controlled and taught to like it
Synthetic freedom
If played by the game
And when its personal their rage overthrows
Dictators - that cant be fought
An empire - that's built up, on hurt
One man speaks to world
World laps bullshit up
Poison part of the earth
You fight- I'll get your back
You didn't, you didn't back shit
One man speaks to world
World laps bullshit up
Reactions were expected
Reactions disrespected
Gutting - I'll rip your fucking flesh to none
Some king - your just a fucking gutless cunt
Gut him - start with his feet first to be cut
Obscene - I'll rip your fucking bastard heart
Respected - yet hollow words is all you are
Creating - and letting go of what you start
Returning - into our world to fuck us up
Its your thing - yet understand its us who'll scar
One man speaks to world
World laps bullshit up
Reactions were expected
Reactions disrespected
One man chats his shit
The people lap it up
Reactions disrespected
Civilians left fucked.

5. And We Tolerate The Sickness

2000 years of suffering
Good vibe never covered
We know the fucking problems
But we choose to ignore them
I feel the extremity of it
Destroys the inner being
And it leaves a pessimist
But I can't wait
Friday night
Internal suffering waits in later life
Ketamine and cocaine
Speed E's and homegrown
All the fucking whiskey
Fueled by nostrilation
I thrive on the things it does to me
May act like an asshole
But it means a fucking lot to me
I can't wait
Lost inside
Blood abuser rotting up inside
It's right to want to touch her body
She rides me as I fuck her body
It's right to want to touch her body
She rides me as I fuck her body
She's sweating as she oscillates to the rhythms
I'm providing at an accelerating
Rate
Aggressive hardcore fuck I'm in luck this girl's got the motions and a peach ass
Butt
And she wants it, she wants it all to much
My cock deep inside her as I'm fucking with her guts
Body to body the slap of naked limbs sweat joins juices
And the climax just begins.
Dark intentions as I ride this vibe
In tunneled darkness oscillating ride
Sweat tears plague me as I'm lost inside
Confusing cultures wrap me up inside inside
You'll never see inside I'm nothing - just alive
You'll never see inside inside.
And we accentuate our weakness as we tolerate the sickness
And my mind abides, it tries, for a shield of bliss.
Our wrought twisted morality generates depravity licentious greed wickedness the causality
Defense mechanisms imprison rationality righteous thought separate me from this
Reality
We see this shit we hate everyday but we must relies we part of what makes it
Stay

This is our chance to make, not brake our world down.
We can save, not enslave and make ourselves proud
Not ashamed of the sickness that's ours.
The sickness that's ours

You've got to think of your life you've got to think what's right
'Cause ya know ya can't
Tolerate and still survive
You've got to think of your life you've got to think what's right
'Cause ya know ya can't
Tolerate and still survive

This is our chance to make, not brake our world down.
We can save, not enslave and make ourselves proud
Not ashamed of the sickness that's ours.
The sickness that's ours.

You've got to think of your life you've got to think what's right
'Cause ya know ya can't
Tolerate and still survive
Our sickness is to overfeed the greed of our perpetual anthropological needs
As a ritual we spread like a disease rape the lands, destroy make it bleed.
And we know this, yeah we know it all to well but we can't seem to brake it like some mad up spell
We've got to beat the beast, believe, take heed, change or that's it for everything.
You've got to think of your life you've got to think what's right
'Cause ya know ya can't
Tolerate and still survive

6. Extricate The Macrocosm

[Instrumental]

7. The High Commissioner

Truths, now coming out
Becoming, audible sound
Spat forth with raw velocity

Few years ago id think of killing myself
Cephalic node re arrangement caused by chemical stealth

It was a period that can only be described by myself
As a shitload of problems mixed with mental mental health

As years went by I pulled myself from the sky
And got back on the train that if you stay on you die

Now more people I've seen,
What was dread is now ream
I see the way in which they work
I think its just too fucking easy to

Deceive each other in this world it ain't right,
But something inside me still keeps it alive

Its alright, for me to do whatever I like,
Although id give it up for nothing if it wasn't such a trait, I think that.

I've got no - self control
I've got no - self control
I've got no - self control
I've got no - self control
I've got no - self control
I've got no - self control
I've got no - self control
I've got no - self control

Some things that I do,
Its like watching a film
Shit don't seem real til its done in the past
And we live like this cos it happens this way
Self medicate to partake in this game

Flashbacks of symptoms-
Seems years ago but yesterday
No happiness remains-
I come down, into the dark
Flashbacks of something-commissioner a walking corpse
Honesty's hour-
Inhaling, I'm fucking dark

Truths - now coming out
Truths - will tear them apart -
I've got no self control
Truths will tear them apart
I've got no self control

Truths - where do I start.
Truths - where do I start.
Don't start

I've got no
Self control
Self control
Got no hold
I've got no
Self control
Self control

I've got no
Self control
Self control
Got no hold
I've got no
Self control
Self control

Chaos
Remorse
Discipline
Ominous catastrophe

Hate
Dissecting
My thoughts

All the things perceived in me
Ominous catastrophe

In seas of rancid bourbon
Chemical burn
Vacant bloodshot eyes

Restraint
Discipline
Ominous catastrophe

8. Six Days

[Instrumental]

9. A Plan To Rob The Soul

A plan to rob the soul of a girl
You yearned the nasty brother, you took that bitch clean
There's blood on her hands, the evil horse in command, she took you
Out to chill and love her, now we'll never see you
Pain is something known to well
By yourself another, bro the victim
Slowly dying
The nights occurrence we will never know I've stopped to ask the reasons why

Cheated by the scum fucks
You called friends, fuck em', they're just pure cunts
Revenge will be
Pure attack fuckers, knife the lot of ye
Cant believe your dead, total sorrow
You took her soul from her like you planned to
Now she's taken you so far into the unknown

Stopped to seek the reasons
Stopped to seek the reasons why

Something takes hold - holding back tears - something takes hold - of me
If I've - taken - something
Something
From this
It is time don't wait for shit

The lights extinguished
Your life's existence
The lights extinguished
Your life's existence

Torn
From me
Torn
And this
Torn
Existence
Torn

The things that you'd been through
Pure pain
Extreme death brother found fucked dead
I cant take this,
I cant take what has been done

Something takes hold -
Torn
Holding back tears
Torn
- something takes hold
Torn
- of me

The wanting
The wanting
The want divides

Toxic avenues bring me closer to
Spiritual linking in my warped mind
Shapes are twisting in to my visions

Hallucagenic seas drown me again

Hallucagenic seas drown me again
Shapes are twisting in to my visions
Spiritual linking in my warped mind
Toxic avenues all that's left. Now

Toxic avenues bring me closer to you
Hallucagenic seas in my warped mind
I cannot control feelings I have inside me
If I wanted to I could take your soul
Begat anger brimming in total tension
Grasp your only life make it right now

Forever
Embedded in
The earths soil
Procrastinate death

Immunize me from this pain
Self pity fills blood filled veins
Release me from this fucked up game
Ruin seen upon my face
This cant be the only . Way
Where we are do words really matter
Are they meant to make things right
Or can we tell through the eyes of another
How they feel inside
In a position communication elaboration of what's inside

Pure attack

Brother we wont forget your existence

The soul rob backfired that bitch took you higher
The liars and liars
Well fuck them all.

10. 200db's Down

[Instrumental]

11. A Catalogue Of Wasted Opportunities

I think of reasons why I understand there's nothing left
Am I a wrong or inside is there just nothing left
Sometimes my body doesn't want to take another breath
I have to force myself to stand and resurrect this mess

Disdain confer
Retrieve what I feel once left me
Disdain confer
Bestow your presence on me
Feel so hurt
But there's not one thing can rest me
Motherfucker try and disregard the way I feel
I swear to fuck you'll never be found

Encounter converge and acquaint
Myself with environs, my situation, females that beguile me
There's liars phonies deceit scamming stupid whores
They're out breaking your balls but not anymore
Masses bullshit spewing from mouth
Pissed up ranting with bro's we know we'll go without

Used and wasted
Declined complacent
Ah just an offspring, a using up of life
Use every second cos fates the extinguisher of light

There's liars phonies deceit scamming stupid whores
They're out breaking your balls but not anymore
Masses bullshit spewing from mouth
Pissed up ranting but we know the score

I just conceive
What the others want
Without no intuition of what I fucking want

Pale, the face of environs
As I stare into a state I thought id never watch

Hurt, something I'll never feel
Because I've felt so fucking much
There's shit you'll do to me
Chaos, its fucking good for me
Addicted to the passions I destroy and see

Random bullshit spewing from your mouth
Addicted to the passion
You fuck it when we do without

12. Lo Mas Negativo

[Instrumental]

13. For The Innocent

President and senators dictate to prime minister
They're just licking the ass of governmental whores
He is so fucking weak his every action controlled/instructed
But they're dictating to us in our society

Now their enemies become our enemies
What enemies? They bomb the free
We the fucking people ain't got shit to fucking do with this war
But now we are under attack as we move everyday

Screaming - help - is it ever coming?
Dreaming - but your not
Your dying to prove that,politically we are nothing
Just a cog in machine that keeps on ever turning
The meaning, of a human being.
Leaving families lives forever ever torn

For the extremism of religious politics in this fucking world
We will pay

Now the blood has dried, broken parents outliving their children's lives
How do you justify killing for what you think you believe in?

Don't justify to me what your beliefs entail
I'm unforgiving
Fuck your bullshit reasons
Fuck your bullshit
"They didn't make me this way but they've made me insane''

There's no reason to destroy
Innocent human lives been shattered
''We are not involved in this''
I see no reason for this slaughter
My anger builds id love to torture you
But you tortured your fucking self

Human slaves to western front
Deteriorating what we've got
Religious fiends and fucked up gods
In total pain our total loss
Digging all the graves for the fucking innocent

Enjoy each day before its taken away

We mourn the innocent victims, we mourn again
Like taking ancient scriptures to the extreme
I fear for loved ones you could take from me

All the answers in death they unfold
In stone carved, words that mark the premature graves epitaph

I'm sick this pure disgrace, respect the life that's so fucking precious to us
I'm not the only one who feels so helpless being here

Innocent lives been taken by the ignorant the uncaring
Words cut into stone in memory for the innocent







TED MAUL LYRICS