THE AUTUMN OFFERING LYRICS

1. Prologue

[Instrumental]

2. Decay

Just one more high.
This life is all I know.
Hide in myself, I'm condemned by myself.
I'll decay before my time.
Choking upon this guilty deed of mine.
Home on the floor, you can hit me once more.
Will power is dead and gone.
Confined, this guilty deed of mine.
My life, I'll decay before my time, confined.
Just sit back and watch it all.
I can't be what you want from me.
Regret has set, and sank its teeth in me.
Into the skin, not knowing when I will win.
Bruised body is all I hold.
It's not my choice.
I have no grip on this.
Blinded by light, always losing my fight.
Just crumble and lose it all.
Confined, this guilty deed of mine.
My life, I'll decay before my time, confined.

3. The Yearning

If you only saw it all, would your words even change?
The torment, the anger, out last demise.
Your truth defeats my time.
All and all, for what it's worth.
Would you change your fucking mind?
You carry on, I'll walk behind.
No need to test our time.
The story goes on again, it all repeats the same.
The crying, screaming, loss for words.
Your memory remains.
All I ask for is strength of mind, I numb to ease the pain.
You play your part, the victim at heart.
Once more repeats the same.
The yearning keeps burning.
It all repeats the same.
Regret, it sits.
I can't be proud of this.
Condemned I am, just sit inside this shell.
Hide all my feelings, and take me from this world.
I could not leave all I know behind.

4. Embrace The Gutter

This power's racing through these veins.
An anger grows and forgets my name.
Breaking down, I see red.
There's one more dose, just one more dose to clear my head.
I hate, I hate this sickened world.
You know, you know what I mean.
Can you, can you save me now?
Help me from falling down.

[Chorus:]
Embrace the gutter, cut up another.
These little white pills won't kill you now.
My bodys aching, my mind is chasing
These little white pills won't kill you now

Tomorrow's empty, one taste to hold true.
Today I tempt the, ask not what I do.
I face a new day, with eyes dark and black.
I ask my own mind, now there's no turning back.
I hate this sick world of life.
You know what I feel inside.
Can you save me now?
I'll try.
Help me from falling down.

[Chorus]

[Lead: Matt Johnson]

[Chorus]

5. Ghost

Where were you in this world?
Where were you?
I don't know.
I gave it all, and you gave none.
What's left inside is left undone.
This time confronted, with all these ghosts I'm haunted.
Won't you bear my shame?
I made this mistake, I hate to hear these words now.
I'll walk this path no more.
Now when you're looking down, down upon me.
Well don't you try and forget what you have done.
It's stuck in me, and I won't forget this time.
Where were you in all this world?
Where were you?
I don't know.
I gave it all and you gave none.
What's left inside is left undone.
I gave it all, you gave it none.
It's been so long since you have gone.
You had the world, you threw it out.
It'll all come back, too.

6. Misery

So many times, fucked up been stuck.
Too many lies to keep locked up.
I've made these mistakes for that I'll pay, you wait and see.
Self destruction seems to be the only way.
The truth are lies in me, anger leads misery.
I'll try so hard to change from day to day.
Falling back is all I know.
This book is broken upon, the time of death is chosen.
Falling down, no turning back now.
I've tried so hard through the years, I tried so hard but only failed.
Feels like I'm always stuck in here, my mind this hell.
I feel it's time to make a change, this time we'll see.
I'll say to you, don't hold your breath.
Don't hold your breath, you will regret.
I've made an attempt, for that I should make a change.
Self destruction lies.
I know what you want, I cannot be what you want.

7. This Future Disease

Morphed into another life, like a sick, sick dream come true.
Alternate reality, an impossible fantasy.
I cannot be a slave in this society.
To ease your pain, I will say it's not meant to be.
A link to our future, it's been breaching our past.
Blank screens, filled with dreams.
Inconsistencies, inhuman disease.
Blind friends are in between.
Inconsistencies, this future disease.
Morphed into another life.
Like a sick, sick dream come true.
Alternate reality, an impossible fantasy.
Wake up blind one more day now.

8. One Last Thrill

Please allow me to say hello, I'm behind your eyes.
Please allow me to say hello, I'm the master of the lies.
I'll do this for him, it has always been the same.
I hate to save you, that's why I'm here for all your pain.
Please allow me to say hello, one more time for the thrill as I come in for the kill.
Remember when we saw the end, and said goodbye?
Remember when I came in, and showed this sin?
Come once again.
Remember when, remember what?
Remember this, my sin.

9. No End In Sight

I'm stuck, search for better days.
Still fucked, it always seems the same.
This is a constant battle inside.
This is my life, no end in sight.
No luck, my time is almost out.
You'll see, what's inside of me.
This is a constant battle inside.
This is the truth, this is the fight.
I hate the day, I haste the way.
I'll crush this world in pure dismay.
The constant fight, no end in sight.
I'll cut my wrist to see the light.
These bitter days are laid to waste.
This darkened trail, I will face.

10. Walk The Line

Witness this fallen solider, fall back to me.
I hear your screams.
Head held high, above the
This face on unknown terror, I see your, I feel your horror.
Walk the line, just once last time.
Can't see at all, I watch them fall.
Stand alone, inside now.
You've been deceived, no more relief.
Face scared stiff with life, burned down with fever.
Stained with my final scars.
Walk the line, just one last time.
Can't see at all, I watch them fall.
Deny the source, and stay your course.
It's in your hands, my future lies.

11. The Final Cut

[Instrumental]







THE AUTUMN OFFERING LYRICS