THE CUMSHOTS LYRICS

1. What Bleeds Must Be Butchered

Well I know I went too far
And I admit that I'm defeaded
Was this the lipstick in my vomit,
That told you that I had cheated?

A rookie mistake
Never was a pro
Our love has always been
Like World War II
It's a long time ago

I stay close to the ground
To lessen the sound
Of the whip as it cracks,
When they let loose the hounds

What bleeds must be butchered,
So now it all ends here
You say I'll die alone,
Well baby, I don't care

I don't care!... I don't!

My dirt is so thick,
It ain't worth it coming clean
So I stick to what I know
Denying everything

I know, I know
There's no excuse
But at least it won't make
You feel any worse
When all hell breaks loose

I never asked for an easy life
I just wanted something stable
It hasn't served me forgiveness
So I£§ve left the fucking table

Every single time it just keeps
Getting tougher
Leaving me only with a new heart
In which to suffer

What bleeds must be butchered,
So now it all ends here
You say I die alone,
Well baby, I don't care

In between heartbeats there's
A silent grind
That even my fears can not hide
It's the sound of my own flesh
Being eaten from the inside

From the inside

Every single time it just keeps
Getting tougher
Leaving me only with a new heart
In which to suffer

What bleeds must be butchered,
So now it all ends here
You say I die alone,
Well baby, I don't care

I don't care

2. Nonversation

They fuck you up, your mom and dad
The may not mean to, but they do

When I look into the eyes of a child
I see nothing but future, fear, and misery
Whether mine or his, it's certainly there
90 flavors of sorrow and fear

They fill you with the faults they had
And add some just for you

Born naked and crying, that's TKO.
And in the first round?! You still wanna go?
I'm an idiot, but I'm not stupid
Pass on my misery? Even I wouldn't choose it

I'm never gonna save the day
And maybe you will find another
Maybe just another way
And maybe I'm broken down
But baby you will have another
Living in the safe and sound

This is far from the best result possible
But it's the best possible result

When I look into the eyes of a child
I see nothing but my inherited misery
Whether mine or his, it's obviously there,
generations of failures and fear

Man hands on misery to man
It deepens faster than the nation's coastal shelf
Get out as early as you can
And don't have any kids yourself

Born naked and crying, that's TKO.
And in the first round?! You still wanna go?
I'm an idiot, but I'm not stupid
Pass on my misery? Even I wouldn't choose it

I'm never gonna save the day
And maybe you will find another
Maybe just another way
And maybe I'm broken down
But baby you will have another
Living in the safe and sound

3. I Still Drink Alone

Even my fears are afraid,
But I don't wanna feel alone together
The doors are locked,
And I'm praying to God
That this time it will be forever

Picking at the scabs of my mind
And knowing just what I will find
I'm sorry!
Sorry!

We all have our demons,
Mine is sobriety
These four walls, that's my society

A toothless dog don't need a bone
I'm sorry, mom
I still drink alone

Where the fuck is the life I was promised?
I've got picture, but no reception
You have to understand
That by locking you out I am showing you affection

So whoever
Is reading this, consider it an autopsy
Cause life...
That word just don't mean anything to me

We all have our demons,
Mine is sobriety
These four walls, that's my society

A toothless dog don't need a bone
I'm sorry, mom
I still drink alone

Home is where the heart is
So what was it I missed,
The home or a heart bit?
Down in the sneak pit
Just praying to get bit

I know you're worried
I'm sorry!
I said I'm sorry!

We all have our demons,
Mine is sobriety
These four walls, that's my society

A toothless dog don't need a bone
I'm sorry, mom
I still drink alone

4. And The Sun Pissed Red

I've been good for weeks now I'm telling ya I'm in control
I've got my shit together I know when I should fold
It's just tonight nothing at all to fear
You'll be with me all the time it's not like I could run off anywhere

I go right home, but I won't be alone
A thousend in cash and a mobile phone
I don't know how I'll stop
I sure can't tell you when
I am lost in that whirpool again
Don't think I'll ever stop
Can't see a reason why
Only dying makes me feel, feel alive

It's that constant burden of trying to make it bearable
When my life is so fucked up and so far from reparable
That make me look for that final nail for my coffin
It's way past midnight but I find hundreds in the nothing
(The same lies I've told everybody including myself a hundred times)

I go right home, I won't be alone
A thousend in cash and a mobile phone
I don't know how I'll stop
I sure can't tell you when
I am lost in that whirpool again
Don't think I'll ever stop
Can't see a reason why
Only dying makes me feel alive

Wide awake, I never went to bed
Naked by the window,
And the sun is pissing red
My hands look rusty, guess my nose has bled
Then I remember what my father said, what he said

I don't know how I'll stop
I sure can't tell you when
I am lost in that whirpool again
Don't think I'll ever stop
Can't see a reason why
Only dying makes me feel alive

5. Blood Don't Lie

There's only one way out of here
We all know what the ticket costs
You pay by drowning all your fears
An icy pain and then you're lost

Life ain't dice
It never rolls nice
Not even twice

There's no such thing as a hard bullet
Only a sweet whisper
Soft as a feather
Just like a kiss between brother and sister
The last secret whisper
Silenced forever

They train you to go the distance
What if you want it to end faster?
Further rounds means further beating
To me that spells disaster

Life ain't dice
It never rolls nice
Not even twice

There's no such thing as a hard bullet
Only a sweet whisper
Soft as a feather
Just like a kiss between brother and sister
The last secret whisper
Silenced forever

One final touch and a sharded secret
Make for a dead yearning
That will live forever
Though most things die
All the bridges we're burning
They will keep on hurting into the never
We all keep on hurting
Into the never

6. This Dog Won't Hunt

It was far from a phase
That would hastily pass
Rapidly approaching
Critical mass
Her heart in my hands
My heart in the trash
Guess love never pays
When you're all out of cash

She asked: Anything that I can do to make you feel allright
I said: Sure, engrave me into history. White on white
She said: If you are to be any worse, you'd have to be twins
I said: I'll race you to recovery. Last one wins

Stranger rhymes with danger
And knowing nothing would change her
I chose to let her be
Just a stranger to me

Every journey that I make
Paved with failures and mistakes
After she left, I missed what I lost
So I lost myself, not much of a cost
This dog won't hunt

Never had a lot of will
Sure have had a lot of won'ts
Wonder if I ever will
Belong

She asked: Anything that I can do to make you feel allright
I said: Sure, engrave me into history. White on white
She said: If you are to be any worse, you'd have to be twins
I said: I'll race you to recovery. Last one wins
Why won't you ever listen?
This dog won't hunt!!!

7. Tiny Crosses

I had a dream last night, not a nightmare, something sweet
Someone rewound this fucking movie and gently pushed delete
I'm not kidding
I never happened
I woke up thinking there might be some hope after all
Then it hit me
I've got nothing
A piece of rock where my heart should have been, lifeless and small

The feeling that it's over
Finally something to be savoured
My every fucking heartbeat
Like a bullet being chambered
Like a bullet being chambered
There comes a time when you can't hide
All the tiny crosses of your life

Tomorrow is for the others, for the young at heart, who cares
I live for the blank pages at the end, and I'm already there
Call me pathetic
Call me a coward
I won't hear you cause I'm out of here before you start to cry
If the never
And forever
Go happily together, there can be silence if you yty

Nothing ever gets better
Not for anyone
It never gets easier
We burn in the sun
Don't tell me that given time I will cope
Cause the only thing worse than living is hope
So let the sun break through the fog
And put me down like a rabid dog

The feeling that it's over
Finally something to be savoured
My every fucking heartbeat
Like a bullet being chambered
(Deliever my soul from the sword, my love for the power of the dog)
Like a bullet being chambered
There comes a time when you can't hide
All the tiny crosses of your life

The feeling that it's over
Finally something to be savoured
(I've been living som much only the promise of death keeps me alive)
My every fucking heartbeat
Like a bullet being chambered
(A tidal wave is coming)
Like a bullet being chambered
(Tie me to the bridge)

8. When in Hell, Pray for Rain

It can't be like this forever
It's too much for me
If you are my friend, and I am yours, then please avoid me
For old times sake, stay away
I'm through with living my life yesterday

It can't be like this
Not forever
Take my eyes and try to see
Hear them calling. All the others so afraid to do
Why this world was never meant for me
Something in a world searching for just one single clue
And give me yours, I'd love to cry
It's always the same when a dead man fails to be
I should not look happy when I die
Something that won't die when that man is you

There ain't no time for forgiveness
Confessions way too late
Let me leave in peace, you can save your words. There's nothing left to say
It's not the end
It's the start
Of a life without failure, without heart

Take my eyes and try to see
Hear them calling
All the others so afraid to to
Why this world was never meant for me
Something in a world searching for just one single clue
And give me your, I'd love to cry
It's always the same when a dead man fails to be
I should not look happy when I die
Something that won't die when that man is you

A spine of lies
All thins die
Bleed me dry

9. Existence Should Be Singing

Just turned 37
But already way way too old
To understand just half the things
I am constantly being told
Whatever happened to time
And not constantly being fed
Useless information
About lives I haven't led

Existence should be singing but it has no voice
All these opportunities but still it has no choice
But to offer it's opinion like white noise

Thank god I don't have to
Participate
That I still have the right
To choose my own faith
You can all have a riot
I choose to stay quiet

Existence should be singing but it has no voice
All these opportunities but still it has no choice
But to offer it's opinion like white noise
Guess we'll just keep on being helpless girls and boiy
It has no voice





THE CUMSHOTS LYRICS