THE GHOST I'VE BECOME LYRICS

1. Forever Gone

Am I to blame
For what happened here?
As you lay down
Your mind slumbers now

The wind howls loud
My eyes are watering
An ear-piercing sound
Is heard as I shriek

Like sand between my fingers, I see my shattered soul
Falling to barren ground.
Absent of your touch

I need forgiveness, without you I'm not whole.
Tell me where it went wrong.
Can't remember your face, you left me with years of pain.
Mental scars marked with guilt, all alone in despair

The moment forever gone.
You spend forever asleep due to my will.

Like sand between my fingers, I see my shattered soul
Falling to barren ground.
Oh dear god I miss you.

I wish there was something I could change.
I hope that somewhere you could see this horrible weight.

I need forgiveness, without you I'm not whole.
Tell me where it went wrong.
Can't remember your face, you left me with years of pain.
Mental scars marked with guilt, all alone in despair

2. Cold, My Sweet Delight

Horrors from the past, griefs of yesterday
I shall forget tonight
From eternal slumber I will bring you back.
Satisfy myself tonight.

I still feel you
And I still can taste you
I enjoy the pleasures you provide for me.
You're mine.

Your skin so smooth, pale.
Cold is my sweet delight.
Echoes from the grave.
My delight, you are always mine.

(my love, I still) feel you
And I still can taste you.
I enjoy the pleasures you provide for me.

3. Behind The Curtain

Pale reflection
Azure sky
Gazing at me
Bereft eyes

A lost connection
Azure sky
Gazing at me
Bereft eyes

Now
I cannot flee anymore
As the end is near
Here

Life under the darkened veil,
Under the shades, as someone else.
To see life fading away, tearing apart.

So still, so silent.
So close from relief.
Someone pull of this veil
I don't want to be a reflection only I can see.

I don't want to live as the ghost I've become.

I don't want to know whats there when the curtains fall.
What there awaits me, what have I become

Here I stand
Devoid of life
Crimson blood
I hold dear

How close
I once held you in
My grasp now forever gone

So still, so silent (so serene to me)
So close from relief (this edge, one step)
Someone pull of this veil
I don't want to be a reflection only I can see.

As I fall, beautiful is the rage of the sea.
Embracing, into the cradle closing in.
My mind is free, my soul exposing.

So still, so silent (so serene to me)
So close from relief (this edge, one step)
Someone pull of this veil
I don't want to be a reflection only I can see.

I don't want to live as the ghost I've become.







THE GHOST I'VE BECOME LYRICS