THE PLOT IN YOU LYRICS

1. The Fathers Seed

You were just a mistake,
Nothing I had planned for, nothing I wanted,
You ruined everything I had,
Just know I wanted you dead
There is no god
There is no heaven

And love is just a word we say,
Don't get this confused,
Can't seem to block this,
I keep looking back,
Keep moving backwards,
I'll wish you dead till it's done

There's nothing for you here
I keep you locked and shoved away,
You'll stay so far away from me

I am the devil,
I am your lack of sleep,
God can't help you now

She was just a mistake,
I never loved her,
I never needed her,
She was your last hope but it's my turn,
I waited for this

There's nothing for you here,
I'll keep you locked and shoved away,
You'll stay so far away from me

You are not my son,
I am not your father,
Just know one thing,
I wanted you dead,
There's nothing left here

2. Small Face

I wasn't sure if I should stay or go
I had covered for you for way too long
This isn't how it's supposed to be
And it's taken it's toll on me
I'm so disgusted with myself
You told me they'd never find out
They wouldn't care, they wouldn't believe me
I hope you let me sleep tonight

You creep up on me when she's not around, not around to save me
Why can't you just go away
What if I can't forget anything, everything
What if I wait here, what if I stand here waiting

I'm falling apart
You made me lay there hopelessly
I couldn't scream a word, I couldn't push away
If this is what you need to get off, I'd hate to see what's next for you
Are you disgusted with yourself?
She'd have you slaughtered and hope you burn in hell

You creep up on me when she's not around, not around to save me
Why can't you just go away
What if I can't forget anything, everything
What if I wait here, what if I stand here waiting

You mother fucker I hope you burn in hell
I hope you know what you've caused me
You are the one that's ruined me

3. Bully

I was never one for violence,
I could hold it in and just let go,
A word could never destroy me,
But you just pushed my limits

Everyone hates you,
You're such a fucking failure,
Parents look, parents stare at you,
You're family's a disaster

I feel my stomach turning,
Everywhere I look they're staring at me,
Eyes on my back, it's eating me alive,
There has never been someone that gets me like you,
The chills are racing up my neck

When you fall asleep tonight
The devils watching every move you make,
Take your fucking words and just leave me alone,
This is over, take a step back now

There has never been someone that gets me like you,
The chills are racing up my neck,
You can never antagonize me,
I am bigger than this
I'll never leave

4. Miscarriage

Every time I place my hand on her,
I can feel him moving,
I can hear his heart beating,
All the color comes back to his face,
Please keep breathing,
Keep your heart beating,
I keep on praying he's happy,
And every day's the same,
I keep praying he's happy,
Hold on tightly brother,
I'm doing everything that I can do to keep you here with me,
To keep your heart beating,
I'll keep your heart beating,
Let this be the day,
You finally realize you are all to blame,
This is your fault,
Let him live,
Ten years have past and there's nothing to show,
I've done my best to respect you,
Keep my head on the floor,
She'll never love you the way she could,
You'll never feel her warmth,
You'll never have our trust,
You'll never have it,
Words can't change a thing,
There's no denying it,
We can't just pretend that nothing happened,
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you expected?
Hold on tightly brother,
I'm doing everything that I can do to keep you here with me,
To keep your heart beating,
Why can't I be dreaming?
I've got to be asleep,
Just tell me that I'm sleeping,
I pray I'm not awake.

5. Rat Poison

Something's off, I can taste it now,
Everything in the room keeps spinning,
Please stop moving, please stop standing there,
My throat is getting so dry, I'm freaking out,
God help me, I am losing my mind,
I'm living in my fathers spite and my mothers fear

I will never know my life,
I will never sleep through the night,
This is your mistake,
Correct it and cut off

All this time I thought you hated me,
I guess it's my fault you couldn't control yourself
And the demon between your legs.
I will never give you the satisfaction,
You'll never hear me screaming

Fuck you and these little games you play,
You're wasted now, you've thrown your life away

I can see you're getting slower every day,
Your lungs are giving out,
Your arms are slowing down,
We both know this can't last forever,
Things will change

Everything will change

I can't take another bite,
I can't hold this down

6. Neighbors

You were the last thing I had to hold on to,
Don't try and cover it up or justify this,
Stagger your way out of our lives,
You're just as worthless as he is,
Your selfishness makes me sick,
How can you live with yourself?

What is wrong with you? Where did you go?
After everything we've been through, how could you do this?
Your broken teeth and the scars on your face, you really miss that?
You really wanna go back to that?
I heard you scream as he ripped you to pieces,
Smashing your face on the table,

I'm finding out,
I never needed you to begin with,
We don't need their charity,
We don't need their apathy,

Step aside,
This is not your problem,
This has nothing to do with you,
We will never need you,
We'll never need your help,
Stay away from me,
I don't need your help,

All I wanted was to have my family back,
To see my mothers smile,
To hear my father say he loves me,
One more time,

Why does everything change?
Why can't we go back to how things were before?
I'll never take it for granted,
I'll never fight for anything else

I will fight for this,
I will fight for everything,
So go ahead and shut us out again,
Pray that someone takes your place

You are worthless

7. Filth

You better watch your fucking mouth,
Before I rip it off your face,
Right off your face,

I saw you walk away,
Right through the door,
No goodbyes were said,
No goodbyes were said to me,
Leave the same way you came in,
We won't be waiting here

Just start your engine,
We've seen this act a million times,
Don't think we don't know what you do
When you're on your own,
Soak in the sex and greed,
Enjoy this while you can

It's coming back

I saw you walk away,
Right through the door,
No goodbyes were said,
No goodbyes were said to me,
Leave the same way you came in,
We won't be waiting here

We've seen this all a thousand times,
It's time for you to stay away,
We'll be just fine without you,
Don't show your face again,
We've been just fine without you,
Don't show your face again

Just stay away

8. Unwelcome

Who do you think you are?
You're nothing to me.

There's nothing left to see,
I put my hands behind my back, waiting for a hand to strike me
"I'll tear the skin from your face,
I'll feel your bones crack,
You'll never know what it's like to be an old man"
Pray for yourself, pray for forgiveness
This is your last chance, what will you do with it?
I'm not the boy you used to know
You know I'll kill you right now, right in front of her.

You think you know everything but you don't know anything.
You think you know everything, you don't know a thing about me.

There's nothing stopping me,
I'll wipe the blood from my mouth, hoping you look back at me
I said this once before, I'll say it one more time,
Watch yourself I am not afraid,
Everything you love is gone (Everything)
There's no turning back
You know I'll never look back at you,
Step up and be a man, cause everything you love is gone (Everything)

You think you know everything but you don't know anything.
You think you know everything you don't know a thing about me.

Everything you love, everything you love is gone.
Everything you love, everything you love is gone.
Everything you love is gone.

9. Nothing Leaves This Room

Everything you ever wanted was laying at your feet,
A loving family with open arms and everything,
I can see so clearly now,
I can almost feel it right now,
It's keeping me awake

Stuck in this empty room,
Replaying everything in my head,
I can almost feel it as much as I don't want to,
I tried to show you the man that I could be,
But now it's over, it's time to let this be,
I'm moving on with a new perspective,
Leaving all the pieces of this
Broken home in my rear view mirror,
It's time for me to start over

And every single chance I get
I say a prayer for you and your safety,
Why God, why have you abandoned me?

Memories are all you'll ever have,
I hope they stay with you forever and always,
I hope they stay with you,
I won't forget a thing, take everything,
Remember me

10. Dear Dad

My heart is full
My bags are packed
I brought a picture
To remember the fact
That the past is real
And I can't change
I can't change
What's in front of me
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THE PLOT IN YOU LYRICS