THIS DEAFENING WHISPER LYRICS

1. Introduction

2. Emma Sin

I waste the days in countless ways
A life to understand, that she still ignores me
That she’s still, a world away from me

I still haven’t got a single fucking answer
How could you turn your back on everything you were?
On everything I loved
Living a plastic wrapped life in a sugarcoated world
Collect the bleeding hearts of those you hunt
Waiting for the Ken who d free you from your sins
But to what end, as the hell is where you pose

Takeall you can
Leave the rest to vultures
I’ll face my loss as a man
You’ll welcome yours with a smile

I’m sorry, for not being
The puppet that you need
In your eyes

When you smile, There’s something and I don’t know what
Your lips are paper tigers
That scares me, Emma  

A world away from truth and despair
A perfect alibi some might say
Closing your eyes won’t make it stop
Your fashion movie-life doesn’t hide the ugliness in you
It takes more to it than having nothing left to lose
I can see your agony
Before you even start to choke

Take all you can from this life
Your pretty face will last ‘til midnight

I’m sorry, for not being
The puppet that you need
In your eyes
When you smile, There’s something and I don’t know what
Your lips are paper tigers
That is not yours or mine

Tell me, did the glitters feed you ?
Tell me, did the cameras love you ?
Tell me was it really worth it ?
Tell me, Tell me

I’ve burned a life for you
To watch you crash like a shooting star
I’ve burned a life waiting for her
But she’s still, a world away from me

Emma, Is it a crime to think you’re mine
Or am I just dreaming too loud
I hate you so, and I love you more

Your dreams are not your size
Come back to me
You might be fake in everybody’s eyes,
But I’d die for your Sin Emma…

3. Teaching To Whisper

Their amendment have caused a war

They said this drug has torn apart
Our lives and our cities
They kept on demonize our right
To feel free

The fucked up system is wrong
And rotten to the core
We’ll sneak in through the breach
And crack its foundations

You said, I don’t
Have what it takes to lead a battle
Well I ll prove you wrong

We are the needles in their backs
The catalyst of their heart attacks
We’ll teach them to whisper
As we’re screaming out loud

Nothing but fear could be
The fuel of this nightmare
Don’t ask me why
I just know how
How it all came to this

What is the point of being a god
If only your shadow follows ?
The mobs are marching behind me
Oh, can’t you see?

We are the bastard sons
Of a dream once called freedom
The unbrainwashed, The resistance

They said, I don’t
Believe in what I’m selling
I don’t
I am just a fraud

We are the cure of this cancer
The obvious and the answer
We’ll teach them to whisper
As we’re screaming our names

Nothing but fear could be
The fuel of this nightmare
Don’t ask me why
I just know how
How it all came to this

I am not sorry for myself
But you should be, I am the monster
You created

I am the shadow they seek
I am the poison they drink
Against all prophecies
No one shall destroy me

As the daylight dies,
Our shadows will embrace
The skyline of this town
And drench it all in flames

The battle has begun
To the sound of riffles and guns
Because our freedom has a cost
That they will pay at the most

4. Learning To Dout

I failed to read the palms
The hands of fates were iron fists
I’m walking now with no direction
Getting lost seems my obsession

The light is guiding my way
Again and again

Trough the city of sin or hell
At least I’m not alone
Only the hopeless lost souls dwell
In this place I call my home

And just when every single signs
Seem to point to another way
I kept on going straight

I wish someone told me where I headed
Before my last goodbye
   
I’ve given up to live a life of certainty
And said goodbye to the remains of my sanity

The end is no longer near

I’m done slaving my hours for a corporate
With empty eyes like an animal in cage

I’ve given up to live a life of certainty
And said goodbye to the remains of my sanity

When every single signs 
Seem to point to another way
I wish someone told me where I headed
Before my last goodbye                        

No trembling hands
The road to redemption is paved with failures like this

There’s just a hole where my heart used to beat
A bleeding scar with your name on it

No trembling hands
No fear of death
The road to redemption is paved with failures like this

I’ve been waiting for this day
To follow my outlaw way

Afraid yet moving on
Like a thief on the run
Dodging bullets coming in
As terrified as blind man driving

I failed to read the palms
The hand of fates were iron fists
The light is guiding my way

I am getting over you
At least Im trying to
I am getting over you
Since I learned how to doubt

In my own private hell
At least I’m not alone
Your ghost keeps casting spells
In this jail I call my home

5. Cyanide Overdose

From the abyssal depth of these endless cliffs
I watch the black hole swallowing the sun

The neon sunset cast a shadow on my face
I feel the breeze of the twilight mist

I think there is something inside
These pills that wasn’t aspirin
I begin to doubt my headache
Will ever go away…

I’m flying over the Cyanide cloud
As my skin begins to blister

A sublethal exposure was not enough to kill me
You should have made sure of how much I needed

I can feel the fear in my blood but
The poison won’t make it to my heart
But I will carry on
I will be the one to decide when
My time has come

You should have checked your assay
And leave me here for dead
I tasted my requiem
Just to spit it at your face

Though my eyes are blurry
And my hands are shaking
I feel the compound flooding my lungs
Each breath I take makes me numb
And struggling to understand

6. Slices Of Life

I’ll burn like a cigarette all the evidences
The so-called love I had for you is non-related 

I couldn’t let a failure like you
Destroy what I have built
All the sacrifices I have made
Were just too much for you to handle
This city needs someone like me            

Now all the pieces of the lie
Unravel right before your eyes
And You are dying knowing why       

Some secrets are worth dying for
And leave you crawling back for more

You said you would die for all my sins
Now I give you the opportunity        
To see my true identity

I’ll dump your body on the Michigan floor
To rest between the sunken kegs and barrels 

Enjoy your final sunset
The sun won’t shine down there
No one, will reclaim a grave for you
No one, will wonder where you are
This is what you get, for living like a ghost

Now all the pieces the pieces of the lie
Unravel right before your eyes
But you’re just too dead to describe

And I watch you sinking now
But I won’t salt the water
With a tear

Why had you to nose around on my business
My greed or lust is none of your concern 

This is what you get, for living like a ghost
And dying as a man
        
Now all the good in me is gone
And turned todark as my tattooed arm
And my black mascara
The reminders are sinking with you now

I sent you to sleep

I sent you to sleep for it to wake me up







THIS DEAFENING WHISPER LYRICS