TITLE FIGHT LYRICS

1. Numb, But I Still Feel It

But did you know?
I hold my breath through every tunnel,
and wish I could get over this feeling of slipping under.
But I never get that far.

Everything's so uncertain.
Can't find the right direction.
You look in the mirror and tell me you see clear.
I lie, say I can see me, but I can't get past this feeling.
I'd talk, but no one listens.
Can't make my own decisions.

Every night I lay asleep,
and try to wake up from this dream.

Numb, but I still feel it crawling under my skin.
I threw it all away, but it still stays the same.
Try and forget my name, but it's something I just can't shake.
I threw it all away, but it still stays the same.

Every night I lay asleep,
and try to wake up from this dream.

But did you know?
I hold my breath through every tunnel,
and wish I could get over this feeling of slipping under.
But I never get that far.

2. Leaf

I never was able to say
Just how I was feeling.
Can't let you see me in this state.
Everything is packed. I'm leaving.

Do you really wanna know?
Do you really?

I feel lost.
I feel boring.
I've been caught sleeping all morning.

Pull down the shades,
I'd rather stay inside all day.
My own thoughts are in my way.
I'd rather sleep than have to say:

I feel lost.
I feel boring.
I've been caught sleeping all morning.
I feel scared of knowing
I'm just a single leaf in the wind blowing.

Do you really wanna know?
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really wanna know?
Do you really wanna know?

3. Like A Ritual

First time in a while that everything is fine.
I’d lie to you; I’ve been lying to myself all the time.
And your voice in the back of my head-
wishing things could be quiet.
And your voice, murdering the silence-
consistent like a ritual.

I’d stop and stare imagining that you’d be there.
I’d spend my days wasting my time constantly.

And your voice in the back of my head-
wishing things could be quiet.
And your voice, murdering the silence-
consistent like a ritual

4. Secret Society

I made promises that I can’t keep.
I fell asleep.
I was the one who locked the door.
I lost the key.
You told me lies straight to my face,
but I guess that’s fate.
I said, “everything is fine with me.”
I lied through my teeth.
I’ve lost all of my self respect.
I’m such a wreck
I’m running out of air to breathe.
I think it’s time for me to leave my friends all behind.
Watch me hurt, or are you blind?
I think it’s sad you’ll never know.
My true feelings will never show.

I made promises that I can’t keep.
I fell asleep.
I was the one who locked the door.
I lost the key.
You told me lies straight to my face,
but I guess that’s fate.

I’ll be you and you’ll be me
I’ll be you and you’ll be me
My secret society
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5. Head In The Ceiling Fan

Head in the ceiling fan goes rolling
and missing like bullets slamming into deer skin.

Glued my eyes to your face.
I'm blind.
Follow footsteps, a bleeding bloodline.

Head in the ceiling fan goes rolling
and missing like bullets slamming into deer skin.

6. Make You Cry

Can't fight the feeling of death
when it wraps its hands around your neck.
Like the pill that's underneath your tongue,
swallow it with a soft regret.

And all the things that make you cry-
remembering you'll watch your parents die.
And all the people that you love in your life
find their way above the Irem Shrine.

Skipping tombstones, heavy and slow.

Still fall asleep with open eyes,
with bad dreams to occupy my time.
We're on a strict death schedule-
it keeps us all in line.
There's things I'm avoiding now-
dreams about all of my teeth falling out,
and any floral/green color scheme.
Try but you can't make a sound.

And the clock keeps spinning around.

Skipping tombstones, heavy and slow.

Hope that they float.
No one knows how deep the bottom goes.

7. Sympathy

Can I tell you everything?
All I ever wanted was to be interesting.
You said you don’t mind.
Lie to me one more time.
I’m boring, no fun at all.
I put my head right through the wall.
I try to make myself feel.
No luck this time.
Try again next year.
I’ve led myself to believe the world has turned its back to me.
How’s that for comforting?
I just want to be interesting.
I’m sorry if you don’t see me as much as you deem necessary.
You say you care for your friends.
Did you lie or just pretend?
I never wanted sympathy, just wanted to be something.

I’ve led myself to believe the world has turned its back to me.
How’s that for comforting?
I just want to be interesting.

8. Frown

It's hard to come to terms
that things can't be taught but learned,
like feeling when you question reason.
The ceiling came down this season.

Keep this a secret:
I hope we never make it past our town.
Forever living with a frown.

I feel like I should be concerned
that things can't be saved once once they're burned,
but for once I threw it in the furnace.
I watched it burn right between us.

Keep this a secret:
I hope we never make it past our town.
Forever living with a frown.

And all along,
all I ever wanted was someone to tell me I'm wrong.
You're wrong.
I'm gone.

9. Calloused

You’re calloused, but you don’t even know
I’m picking at my scabs.
I’ll let all the bruises show.

I’ll never forget what all these feelings meant.
Flying home for a funeral was my last regret.

I hear a telephone three thousand miles from home.
Do you really care?
Your heart is just a stone.

I’ll never forget what all these feelings meant.
Flying home for a funeral was my last regret.

10. Lefty

Bad luck never leaves.
Your jinx just floats around like the taste in you mouth,
or the sound when your skull cracks.
Feel the growing pains.
It means you're growing up too fast.
Telling white lies to black cats.
Stretch me out across the tracks.

While you were sleeping I was blood red,
sharp as a knife inside your stomach.
I'm squeezing tight; don't let the light in.
No medicine.

Daydream tendencies had you smiling soft and sweet.
Keep those blurry memories somewhere safe-
you may need them.
You can make a wish,
but there's no rabbit out the hat.
Realize it's never coming back.

While you were sleeping I was blood red,
sharp as a knife inside your stomach.
I'm squeezing tight; don't let the light in.
No medicine.

11. In-Between

Constantly in-between home and where I'll be.
Light separates the space.
I feel the cold against my face.

I know I'll be there soon.
Don't worry, I saw it too.

Always passing through.
Always torn in two.
Staring straight through the night,
while your red eyes said enough.

I know I'll be there soon
Don't worry, I saw it too

Long way away always.

Constantly in-between home and where I'll be.
Light separates the space.
I feel the cold against my face.





TITLE FIGHT LYRICS