UNTER NULL LYRICS

1. Journey To Descent

[Instrumental]

2. Moving On

I'm so afraid to have you feel like this
But you're so afraid of second chances
Despite the walls growing in between us
I'm moving on...

I'm so afraid of feeling like this
You're so afraid of going past us
You just betrayed the one to never turn their back
I'm moving on...

You built this up the best you could
But there are things misunderstood
Like how to love, and how to care
And always trying to be there
When life was hard and I fell down
You left me crawling on the ground
You let me suffer and you didn't care
And all I needed was you there
It's time for me to be moving on
To start the life that's not begun
I'm moving on...

This is the last time you will betray me
This is the last time that you will hurt me
This is the last time you've destroyed my hope
I'm moving on...

I'll be okay after you have gone
Without you my life will still go on
But neither hope nor bliss
Will undo all the shit you've done
I'm moving on...
This is the last time that I'll stay
And then again I'm moving on
I'm moving on...

You built this up the best you could
But there are things misunderstood
Like how to love, and how to care
And always trying to be there
When life was hard and I fell down
You left me crawling on the ground
You let me suffer and you didn't care
And all I needed was you there
It's time for me to be moving on
To start the life that's not begun

I'm moving on...

3. Broken Heart Cliche

WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE??!!
TELLING ME HOW… TO LIVE MY LIFE??!!!
You were NEVER so INVOLVED!!! NEVER SO DISTRESSED!!!
BY THE CHOICES THAT I MADE!!! AND MY QUESTIONING THE REST!!!!
YOU POINT THE FINGER!!! YOU CAST THE FIRST STONE!!!
GET UP ON YOUR CROSS!!!! AND LEAVE ME TO MY OWN!!!!

You are KNOWN as a LIAR!!!
And MORE known as a TRAITOR!!!
You are KNOWN as a USER!!!
A SELF-SERVING ABUSER!!!!!!!!!
Who can't go through the day… without finding some LOSER…
Who will SUCK UP TO YOU!!! And your THOUGHTS and YOUR VIEWS!!!
You TWIST and DISTORT…
And MANGLE the TRUTH!!!!!
You POINT the FIRST FINGER!!! You CAST the FIRST STONE!!!
GET UP ON YOUR CROSS!!! YOU FUCKING “MARTYR”!!!!
And LEAVE ME!!!! To MY OWN!!!!!

WHO the HELL did I THINK I WAS?
LETTING myself GET IN SO DEEP?!!
LETTING you TAKE MY STRENGTH… and WASTE IT AWAY!!!
LETTING myself BECOME a BROKEN HEART CLICHÉ…
WHAT THE HELL… has HAPPENED TO ME???
I've LOST MY BEING
My IDENTITY!!!!
Living YOUR life…
Like MY OWN… DISAPPEARED!!!!!

And EVERYTHING…
Is TWISTING…

AND EVERYTHING!!!! IS TWISTING!!!!
REALITY!!!! IS MISSING!!!!
THIS IS… the VERY!!! THING I FEARED!!!!

AND EVERYTHING!!!! IS TWISTING!!!!
REALITY!!!! IS MISSING!!!!
THIS IS…
The THING… that I FEARED!!!!

WHO the HELL did I THINK I WAS?
LETTING myself GET IN SO DEEP?!!
LETTING you TAKE MY STRENGTH… and WASTE IT AWAY!!!
LETTING myself BECOME a BROKEN HEART CLICHÉ…
WHAT THE HELL… has HAPPENED TO ME???
I've LOST MY BEING MY IDENTITY!!!!
LIVING YOUR LIFE like MY OWN… DISAPPEARED!!!!!

AND EVERYTHING!!!! IS TWISTING!!!!
REALITY!!!! IS MISSING!!!!
THIS IS… the VERY!!! THING I FEARED!!!!
Now WASTING AWAY!!!!

4. The Fall

AMAZING how LIFE (?tastes?) SO MANY TIMES
AMAZING how FOOLISH… and SELFISH YOU ARE
You're SCUM and you're HEARTLESS!!!
[?] want this!!
??? dead without life and stay ??? in my memory!!!

My CONTEMPT for you… is PURE and FULL
[?] how I can HATE you so..
This CAN’T be the FIRST TIME you've HEARD these words
"HAS ANYONE TOLD YOU how SELFISH YOU ARE?!"

I ONLY WISH YOU… PAIN and SORROW!!!!
I ONLY WISH YOU… NO TOMORROW!!!!
I ONLY WANT YOU… to BEG and BLEED!!!!
WHEN YOUR FINAL BREATH… IS TAKEN FROM ME!!!!!
I ONLY WISH… you MISERY!!!!
I ONLY WISH… you PAIN and GRIEF!!!!
I KNOW your life… is so FULL of LIES!!!
But YOU should LOOK… INTO THESE EYES!!!!
And REAP the SORROW!!!! And REAP THE RAGE!!!!
I ONLY WANT!!!! To TURN THE PAGE!!!!!
Of this FINAL chapter!!! This FINAL STEP!!!!!
To RID MY LIFE… of this CONTEMPT!!!!!

You BUILT me UP… you BROKE ME DOWN
You SMASHED MY HEART, but I LOVED YOU STILL
You CRUSHED!!! You DESTROYED!!! You ERASED the REST!!!!!
When I ONLY EVER WISHED… YOU the BEST!!!!
YOU’RE SICK!!!!!!!
And you're HEARTLESS!!!!!!
[?] want NO PART of this!!!
You and I, [?]
[?] take… without love or hate!!!

(Hate…)

Something so WICKED
Someone so HURTFUL
I would GIVE… it ALL…
JUST to SEE YOU FALL

The Fall…
The Fall…

The Fall…

I ONLY WISH YOU… PAIN and SORROW!!!!
I ONLY WISH YOU… NO TOMORROW!!!!
I ONLY WANT YOU… to BEG and BLEED!!!!
WHEN YOUR FINAL BREATH… IS TAKEN FROM ME!!!!!
I ONLY WISH… you MISERY!!!!
I ONLY WISH… you PAIN and GRIEF!!!!
I KNOW your life… is so FULL of LIES!!!
But YOU should LOOK… INTO THESE EYES!!!!
And REAP the SORROW!!!! And REAP THE RAGE!!!!
I ONLY WANT!!!! To TURN THE PAGE!!!!!
Of this FINAL chapter!!! This FINAL STEP!!!!!
To RID MY LIFE… of this CONTEMPT!!!!!

5. Godless

So many days I can't stop myself
From fighting this monster that eats me alive
So many times I have fought and I have tried
To live for a moment without fearing my mind
I hate this, yet live this, and it's bringing me down
I feel like I'm standing on uneven ground
The balance to life has been skewered so violent
I'm so sick of this death-instinct silence

So despondent and so somber so frail
So scared to begin for the fear I will fail
I'm alone in this pattern and I can't call for grace
I'm left in this mess that is such a disgrace
I fear for my mind more than I fear for life
The one thing worth saving is the love I deny
For I feel so hollow, and I yearn to relent
The control for some peace and freedom from this torment
There's no one to save me and I can't save myself
I'd give my whole being for some kind of help
But no one can stop this goddamn monster so great
All hope is now lost and it's too late
I numb to forget, to quiet the noise
I am deafened by silence, I can't live with myself
I numb to forgive, for myself can't forget
That I could've been someone without any regret

You lying man who tells a tale of flawless love and peace of mind
Of parting seas and curing blind
Your lies my faith, there's no remorse
You spin Your tale with brutal force
Your lies, my faith, my breathing grace
I ran from life, I erased my faith
I'm so blind
And seeing eyes are not so kind

6. I Can't Be The One

In the SILENCE… in this POISONOUS ROOM
I’ve got NO SPACE to BREATHE as you HOVER and LOOM
GUILT over my head, it's TOO HEAVY to TAKE
I feel myself BREAKING under the WEIGHT of MISTAKES
You CONSTANTLY SAY I have ROOM to IMPROVE
YOUR LIFE DOESN’T REACH HIGHER… YOU NEVER IMPROVE!!!!!
THIS LIFE of these GAMES, they become SO APPARENT!!!!
And I am READY to MOVE ON and LEAVE YOU in TORMENT!!!!!

[Chorus:]
I WILL BE THE ONE who REMAINS UNBROKEN!!!!
I WILL BE THE ONE who SPEAKS WORDS UNSPOKEN!!!!!
I WILL BE THE ONE who DOESN’T ACCUSE!!!!!
I WILL BE THE ONE who DOESN’T ABUSE!!!!!!!!!
I WON’T BE THE ONE who CONSTANTLY BLAMES!!!!!!!
I WON’T BE THE ONE who PLAYS FUCKING GAMES!!!!!
I WON’T BE THE ONE YOU CONTROL ANYMORE!!!!!!!
I WANT YOU TO KNOW, AS I WALK OUT THE DOOR!!!!

I CAN’T TAKE YOUR LIFE… and YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE MINE
You're DEPENDENT and SICK, though you DENY!!!!! DENY!!!!!
DISAPPOINTING your CURSE, so SHUT OFF from LIFE
You're TOO PROUD to ADMIT, so you LIE!!!!! LIE!!!!!!!
I CAN’T save your SOLACE, though you're LACKING in HEART
I CAN’T say you're BROKEN, though you're FALLING APART!!!!
I CAN’T GUIDE YOU AWAY from the PATH you must TAKE
You will ONLY find RUIN… PAIN and HEARTACHE!!!!!!

[Chorus:]
I WILL BE THE ONE who REMAINS UNBROKEN!!!!
I WILL BE THE ONE who SPEAKS WORDS UNSPOKEN!!!!!
I WILL BE THE ONE who DOESN’T ACCUSE!!!!!
I WILL BE THE ONE who DOESN’T ABUSE!!!!!!!!!
I WON’T BE THE ONE who CONSTANTLY BLAMES!!!!!!!
I WON’T BE THE ONE who PLAYS FUCKING GAMES!!!!!
I WON’T BE THE ONE YOU CONTROL ANYMORE!!!!!!!
I WANT YOU TO KNOW, AS I WALK OUT THE DOOR!!!!

7. Visceral, Venom Of My Being

Die!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck you!!!
And all your lies!!
I'm trying to get on with my life!!!
You've proved there's no trust!!!
For you always cheat and lie!!!
Die!!!!!!!!
You're a filthy pig!!
You're a dirty liar!!!
You make me sick!!
You look like shit!!!
Get out of my life!!!
I wish you were dead!!!

Die!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck you!!!
And all your lies!!
I'm trying to get on with my life!!!
You've proved there's no trust!!!
For you always cheat and lie!!!!!!
Die!!!!!!!!
You're a filthy pig!!
You're a dirty liar!!!
You make me sick!!
You look like shit!!!
Get out of my life!!!
I wish you were dead!!!

Die!!!!!!!

[Distorted and overlapping throughout]
Die!!!!
Shit!!!
Shit!!!
Shit!!!
No more trust!!!
Waste of flesh!!!!
Die!!!!
Your lies!!!!
Die!!!
Vengeance!!
Flesh!!
Shit!!!
Shit!!!
Die!!!!!
Liar!!!
Filthy shit!!!
Shit!!!
Shit!!!
Shit!!!
Die!!!!!!!!!
Should of let....
I LIVE FOR REVENGE!!!!!!!!!

Die!!!!!!!!!!!

8. Tear Down The Walls

So UNCARING… so UNKIND
You BUILT… MY WALLS up HIGH
Dead emotion… and NO DEVOTION
You've NO… IDEA… WHY
Given up… blame and ???
There's NO REASON… to FORGIVE
DEAD INSIDE… leave a shell
There's NOTHING… LEFT to GIVE

So UNCARING… so UNKIND
You BUILT… MY WALLS up HIGH
Dead emotion… and NO DEVOTION
You've NO… IDEA… WHY

Your FACE… SHOWS DISGRACE
Which LEAVES you… COLD and BLIND
??? bleeding heart ?? of another time
My spirit collides, and [?]

Your FACE… SHOWS DISGRACE
Which LEAVES you… COLD and BLIND
You HAVE NO HEART, ??? of another time
Your SOUL in a RUT… in YOUR WORLD of LIES

So UNCARING… so UNKIND
You BUILT… MY WALLS up HIGH
Dead emotion… and NO DEVOTION
You've NO… IDEA… WHY

9. Hypocrite And Contradict

You've BEATEN DOWN on me
And TRIED to TAKE AWAY… WHO I AM
Without BOTHERING… to LISTEN
Without even TRYING to UNDERSTAND

[Chorus:]
GET OUT NOW!!!!!
And LEAVE ME… to MYSELF!!!!!!!
Go FUCK!!!!! Your IDEAS!!!!!!
Go FUCK!!!!
YOURSELF!!!!!
I can NEVER TRUST YOU!!!!!! You ALWAYS LIE!!!!!
[?]
WHY should I TRY???!!!!
GOODBYE!!!!!!!
GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE… what you've DONE!!!
You've TOYED… with MY MIND!!!!
ONE SECOND… you say you CARE FOR ME
And the NEXT you're SO GODDAMN UNKIND!!!!
If THIS is what I GET… for TOLERATING… your ABUSE
Then I NEVER, EVER, WANT TO KNOW…
What will BECOME… of ME AND YOU!!!!!!!

GET OUT NOW!!!
And LEAVE ME… to MYSELF!!!!!!!
Go FUCK!!!!! Your IDEAS!!!!!!
GO FUCK!!!! YOURSELF!!!!!
I can NEVER TRUST YOU!!!!!! You ALWAYS LIE!!!!!
[?] martyr!!!!!! WHY should I TRY???!!!!
GOODBYE!!!!!!!
GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!

No more FUCKING with me…
No more messing around…
No more [?] to bleed…
NO MORE BEATING ME DOWN!!
No more BACK-HANDED WORDS!!!
No more BLAMING and SHAME!!!
No more GUILT WITHOUT CAUSE!!!!
NO MORE OF YOUR GAMES!!!!!

I cant see [?] so blind
I won't let you [?]
I let it out [?] the last man [?]
But you… you won't EVER tear me down

GET OUT NOW!!!!!!
And LEAVE ME… to MYSELF!!!!!!!
Go FUCK!!!!! Your IDEAS!!!!!!
Go FUCK!!!!
YOURSELF!!!!!
I can NEVER TRUST YOU!!!!!! You ALWAYS LIE!!!!!
[?] martyr!!!!!! WHY should I TRY???!!!!
GOODBYE!!!!!!!
GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!

10. Third Party

Don't ever say you think of me!!
I don't want to be in your memory!!
A part of you, a part of me
There's nothing left of this to speak!!
Don't ever speak my name again!!
I don't want to be some fucking sordid tale!!
That is all just lies and fallacy!!
I don't want to be a part of history!!

I know you heard I'm doing well
And as far as I can tell
Another day has passed since I fled
And you haven't said a word
So I'll tell you what my secret is to moving on
Like I did
I'll tell you what my secret is
To moving on

Rise above, you stupid man!!!
[?] you are
You'll realize you're nothing!!
Pretense of caring soul!!
And a mockery of heart!!
I paid your dues!!
I'd bide my time!!
I cursed your name!!
[?]
[?] my life
You relentless fuck!!!
You made my life, a living hell!!!!
How dare you (?insult?) those tears (?you made?)
All the [?] you played, portrayed!!
(?the projection?) game is so fucking old!!!!
And you're the only one to blame!!!!!!

I know you heard I'm doing well
And as far as I can tell
Another day has passed since I fled
Oh yes I fled
I know you heard I'm doing well
I'm no longer in your hell
Another day has passed since I fled
Oh and I laughed
I know you heard I'm doing well
And as far as you can tell
Another day has passed since I left
Oh since I left
I'll tell you what my secret is to moving on
Oh like I did
I'll tell you what my secret is to moving on
Oh I'll tell you what my secret is to moving on
I'll tell you what my secret is...

Don't ever say you think of me!!
I don't want to be in your memory!!
A part of you, a part of me
There's nothing left of this to speak!!
Don't ever speak my name again!!
I don't want to be some fucking sordid tale!!
That is all just lies and fallacy!!
I don't want to be a part of history!!

I paid your dues!!
I'd bide my time!!
I cursed your name!!
[?]
[?] my life
You relentless fuck!!!
You made my life, a living hell!!!!

11. The Mercy Seat

12. Obligatory Club Hit To Appease The Masses

[Instrumental]

13. I Can't Be The One (De_tot_cor Mix)

14. Godless (Hard Dance Remix)

15. I Can't Be The One (Torment Mix)

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