VILLAINS LYRICS

1. 10-56

[2x]
I have this fear this fear in my heart
No one will miss me when my funeral starts

I need help (I need help)
I'm in fucking hell
Not a single person on this earth can fall the way I fell
To have your whole entire world torn apart,
To have your whole life shit on
I'm calling you as a last resort maybe you'll miss me when I'm gone
Bring a body bag
Come tuck me in
No use for a name
Just 10-56

2. Man Of The Evening

[feat. Tyler Dennen Of Sworn In]

Dear friends, I've been living on my knees (on my knees),
with everyone but myself and a world to please,
frustrations got the better half of me,
I am only a shell of a man I used to be
Not even a cent to show for a life left unspent
Just lessons better left unlearned,
now here I am fucking filled with resentment

What's the point of growing up,
when the older I get the more everything gets fucked?
I live a life that yearns to implode,
go!

No tongue and no eyes to see
As I lay in my bed,
I still can't fucking sleep,
Everyday I try and reach to the sky,
but only fall back on myself (on myself),

All I needed was somebody else,
So I place these problems on the shelf,
Waiting to be toppled from the force of the world slamming the door in my face.

[2x]
We're all shadows of who we used to be,
and everyone's a stranger with crooked teeth.

So break these bones,
Because this mind has no body or soul as a home.
Incompetence is an all too familiar feeling.

So everyone raise your glasses to the man of the evening,
Yours truly.

3. Directions To Servants

We're just connecting dots of past encounters,
Hanging on to what you know, and what's become far to familiar over time
We include one another, in our stagnance, and time may as well stand still
We're all servants, to a master bent on our destruction
We bow our heads and say jump how high?
This isn't a right, it's a responsibility
I'm just a sheep but I've got a little fight in me (fight in me),
A tired dog but I've still got some bite in me
So here's to the degradation of the pride we built, do they only stand by ignorance, is that their happy state?
Proof of their obedience, and their faith
I swear to god this is a comedy
The cruelest joke I've never told
But in my head, it never gets old
We've allowed the crimes against ourselves, so how can we complain?
We're the source of our own pain, so even though I've found a place to rest my head
I still can't sleep, I still can't sleep at night.

4. Death And Serenity

Hey dad, or Sean, I don't really know what to call you I guess. I've been thinking of what I'd say if I ever got to talk to you. When mom first told me you existed I was 18 and I told myself that we'd never speak, that you didn't matter. Now that you're gone I
just don't know.

I want to end this, I drew my line in the sand,
And now I define who I am as a man,
It's time to let to, it's time to let go,
I want to go back to the days,
Where life wasn't dull or gray,
Where I was vibrant, and alive and, had a world that I thought I could thrive in,

I wonder every day if you'd be proud of me. And I wonder how differently life would have been. I wonder if you thought of me as frequently as I do you. In the back of my head I always knew I'd want to talk to you later on in life, the possibility you wouldn't be
there when that say came never even crossed my mind.

I had everything I needed, but time goes by too fast,
I was never built to last, never fucking built to last,
We're all spit on and beaten,
And life is just a grievance,
This is my finale, my ending, I've been breaking more connections than I've been mending

It's been about a week since I learned you died. You know, it sucks, because not only do I not know a damn thing about you, but I didn't even get to go to the funeral. I know you don't feel the same since you never wanted me in your life, but I love you dad, and
I wish you were still here. I'll see you soon.

Anxiety fills my chest, and lead fills my lungs, I'll put this gun to my mouth and let the last song be sung

5. The Deep Six

Always been second best, a step below, nothing special, I'm chronically obsessed with fucking up,
And blowing my chances,
So when I close my eyes it's death that I dance with,
I walk around with a chip on my shoulder,
It's weighed me down as I've gotten older cause I'm weak

I've faced facts, I see them smile, with their fingers crossed behind their backs,
Nice guys are doomed from the start

Fuck!

I've learned to kill of my conscious, clean slate, no more fucking kindness,
Life's been a bitch, a thorn in my side, instead of looking ahead, I'll just close my eyes.
I've become a better person, one who's not concerned with the cold world that I once knew,
I've learned to live in this cage on my own, your jester, your fucking fool,

I am the victim, the butt of the joke, misery's company,
I've been thinking vicious thoughts, now lets make them a reality

I dwell in the gallows, consumed by doubt (get me out),
A breathing cadaver, my mind is going south,

The hearse screams, they swear that I really am a madman,
A fucking madman, they scream, they scream
I miss who I used to be, so let the reaper come get me.
I miss who I used to be, so let the reaper come and get me.
I miss who I used to be and everything is fine.

6. Presage

[feat. Colin Sharkey Of Barrier]

Eyes closed as I try to sleep,
I always beckon these omens deep inside of me,
I've shown the world my darkest half,
The air inside me purges,
I watch it burn and laugh,
How I love this pain, numbing pain,
I can't feel nerves and endings,
I do deserve to die,
She never leaves my side,
Always just steps behind,
Breathing down my neck I can feel the chills run down my spine,
Fuck.
(I've shown), I am the product of hate, I am the fucking slime,
This feelings bitter sweet,
That oh familiar street,
I am resistance and I am the reason why
Pounding head, blurry vision, I cannot make decisions, all of this disorientation is killing me
Scratch this, I'm finished,
My life is filled with sin it's a fucking disaster I disregard and pass her,
It's useless, I'm too deep,
I'm following to closely,
This black sheep will conquer, will conquer, will conquer
I try to run and hide, it's always steps behind,
The urge to finish this profitless life of mine,
It's breathing down my neck, this reminiscent dialect, influential tendencies to put my own life in check,

I just don't give a shit anymore
Giving up has been the best decision of my life
Enduring endless pain, never ending pain,
These pins and needles keep pushing in one by one
Oh I just don't give a shit anymore
Giving up has been the best decision of my life
Enduring endless pain, never ending pain,
These pins and needles keep pushing in one by one
One by one.

7. The Recluse

I am the bitter son of a world that never wanted me,
And now it's clear to see,
I am spit out and useless, beaten too many times, now I speak to you toothless,
Life's a poison vile that's filled to the brim, so I'll do like they say and take it all in,
Every new face tells a worn out story,
Every new place gets my stomach churning,
Every day the weight on my spine gets bigger,
Every time I tell myself it's okay it withers,
I came from dirt, I'll fucking end in dirt, cause there's nothing more to life than being hurt.
I came from dirt, I'll fucking end in dirt, cause there's nothing more to life than being hurt.
I don't know how to live as a man who's lost it all,
Or how to pick up these pieces when every time I fall,
So I'll gather these chains, and tie them to my feet, and step into the ocean and forget to breathe
I'm lost, defeated, and senseless (senseless), drove away everyone I've loved so I could end this,
I've sent out my flares, they've all gone unnoticed, every cry for help was a goddamn death wish
For too long I've pushed death aside, and it's never even crossed my mind, but maybe it's time I give suicide a try.

8. Black

So sing this lullaby I've been waiting, still waiting, for the day I die
Each day when I open my eyes I lye waiting, still waiting, for the day I die
So sing this lullaby I've been waiting, still waiting, for the day I die
And I know there's no turning back, but in the end, in the end all I want to see is black, just fucking black.







VILLAINS LYRICS