WIDOW SUNDAY LYRICS

1. Channelled

When we finally come face to face
Our true colors will be shown
All fear, doubt and disgust will rear its demented face
I won't pretend to be something I'm not
But I won't back down from what I am

Stand your ground and demand your truth
Never submit to lies or abuse
Use your hate to channel your vengeance
And embrace the beast within

I don t give a shit who you are
Who you're fucking friends with
Or how much you make
I feel my pulse begin to rise
Hoping that you'll let me rip that smile off your jaw

Breathe in
Breathe in
Breathe in
Breathe out

Right now it's not fear that drives me
It s a focus unparalleled
Now you better prove you ve got the nerve
To look me in the eye and tell me what you said behind my back

We don t give a fuck who you are
Or what you think you deserve
I hope all that bullshit will dry your eyes
Rest your broken face and cry yourself to sleep

Fist meets fist
Teeth meet curb
Fist meets fist
Teeth meet curb
How's the taste of concrete?
How's the taste of concrete?

2. Forever Sleep

Taken from me without warning
I woke up just to find you cold
What did I do to deserve this pain?
As you pass I've one solution
Can't let go, this whole world ends tonight
Brace yourselves to feel what I have lost
There's no way that I'll be left behind
Say all your goodbyes and watch the skies

The fire above
To sense the falling ash that burns away
I need to be reminded I can feel
A blinding light, my wrath becoming clear
I pray to sleep forever

I'll consume the world just to see you
I won't hesitate to take you all
Since you died I have no options
If I can't have you no one will

The fire above
To sense the falling ash that burns away
I need to be reminded I can feel
A blinding light, my wrath becoming clear
I pray to sleep forever
A blinding light, my wrath becoming clear
I pray to sleep forever
Let me forever sleep

If I cant have you
If I can't have you no one will

The fire above
To sense the falling ash that burns away
I need to be reminded I can feel
The fire above
To sense the falling ash that burns away
I need to be reminded I can feel
The fire above
A blinding light, my wrath becoming clear
I pray to sleep forever
Let me forever
Let me forever sleep

3. Symbiont

I sense my soul again so let me breathe
My mind reconnects the lines that fade
I sense my soul again so let me breathe
My mind reconnects the lines that fade

I've become the avatar of everything you wanted to see
Wore my mask and played the role
Of a fool who thought it d all be worth the pain
A black heart smeared with good intentions
Only masks the scars of a vapid existence
Blinded I made the sacrifice
On my knees it all comes into focus

I sense my soul again so let me breathe
My mind reconnects the lines that fade
I sense my soul again so let me breathe
My mind reconnects the lines that fade

Silence, praise be the blessed silence
Takes me to a new plane of thought and resistance

Now the choice is who to eliminate
Myself or this parasite
That s leeching me away inside
Piece by piece
Constantly with you it never ends
Blood boils in these rusted veins
I stand at the precipice
No more will I stand and
No more will I stand and cower
Before you

I'm released from agony
From everything I tried to repress
Why it took so long to realize you were drowning me
I'll never know
I'll never know why it took so long
To realize you were drowning me
I guess I'll never know

The time has come for separation from this curse
The reason I have now begun to hate myself
You're not worth the pain we caused each other everyday
I'll be fine when I walk away

4. Swell The Seas

Grind away the skies above
And dismantle darkened clouds
Incinerate the blighted earth
Fan the flame of your demise
Trampled life beneath the weight of a thousand locust hordes
The strip-mine devastation leaves us broken, bruised and blind

Kill and make a stranger of your enemy
Kill and make a stranger of your family tree

How long before you and I are worth our weight in gold?
Sacrificial slaughter so the upper crust could breathe

Ignorance is bliss until you watch the hammer fall
As the waves crash down your cities crumble over and over and fall
Crushing all that sits beneath your precious fucking crown
Swell the seas to cleanse us of our crimes

Trust we so foolishly put in you
Let you take control of all we have
Trust we so foolishly put in you
Let you take control

Consuming every last resource until the rivers flow with tears
The cancer of this tattered earth finally disappeared

Ignorance is bliss until you watch the hammer fall
As the waves crash down your cities crumble over and over and fall
Crushing all that sits beneath your precious fucking crown
Swell the seas to cleanse us of our crimes

Lay back and close your eyes
Breathe deep and end your life

Kill and make a stranger of your enemy
Kill and make a stranger of your family tree

Ignorance is bliss until you watch the hammer fall
As the waves crash down your cities crumble over and over and fall
Crushing all that sits beneath your precious fucking crown
Swell the seas to cleanse me of my crimes
Cleanse me of my crimes

5. Hippie Drill

Fuck your righteousness
And fuck your hacky sack
And fuck your patchwork life
Fuck you tree-hugger
Fuck your peace
And what the fuck is that smell?

What exactly do you think you'll prove?
That your hemp shirt will save a whale?
You wanna make a difference but you don t do shit
Bongo circles won't stop the bombs
When will you finally accept that you're just as fucked as me?
And oh my god, if I hear one more word about the fucking Grateful Dead
So help me

Jerry won't save the world
Trey won't save the world

Bounce

What exactly do you think you'll prove?
That your hemp shirt will save a whale?
You wanna make a difference but you don t do shit
Bongo circles won't stop the bombs
When will you finally accept that you're just as fucked as me?
And oh my god, if I hear one more word about the fucking Grateful Dead
So help me

Your tie-dyed blood will fuel my hippie drill

6. Dust Angel

To live is to renounce whatever strives to deceive
Your lies are proof of deception whispered in my dreams
Who decides what thought to betray and who becomes a god?
I won't fall onto my knees and declare undying love
Seraphim fear to be cast out for beliefs they call their own
If I am already condemned then what's the point of absolution?

Face the day with a new found sense of what's to come
I won't be a servant to your serpent god
Your mistake was choking lies to let them break you
I am not your dust angel nor will I ever be

How much did it cost to build your throne?
A pious life lived in luxury
Dedication inspires wrath
All forgiving hope casts us down
Cast us down

Face the day with a new found sense of what's to come
I won't be a servant to your serpent god
Your mistake was choking lies to let them break you
I am not your dust angel nor will I ever be

When the rapture comes I won't cry for peace
Won't regret for a second what I chose to be
Am I now a traitor for my indifference to the light?
Not a captive to the rhetoric spewed from your tarnished heights
Genocide will choose the path the weak will wear through
My strength will deny your words from ever taking hold again
My strength will deny your word from ever taking hold again

How much did it cost to build your throne?
A pious life lived in luxury
Dedication inspires wrath
All forgiving hope casts us down

Never gonna see
Won't live like the ones I despise
Never gonna feel
A bullet in my hand
The bullet feeds the gun
A bullet through my head
Your dust angel falls

7. Blood Money

Disgust, contempt for the air you breathe
Soulless, coward you're a fucking disease
With every ounce of strength that I've got left
I won't stop until you feel what I feel

No one will save you now
Who would save you?

Focus now if only for a moment to collect the thoughts
I've become the instrument of death
Your face stares back now, blank and lifeless

Your eyes betray that glimmer of fear
The hope, the plead that I might relent
No longer man, now the bullet made flesh
And the gun in your mouth's only fueling my bloodlust

No one will save you now
Who would save you?

Focus now if only for a moment to collect the thoughts
I've become the instrument of death
Your face stares back now, blank and lifeless
How the fuck could it have come to this
I don t know what happened to self control
Fate consumes and your debt will be paid
With every pint you spill for me

Everybody dance

Retribution comes in many forms
But I've saved the best for you
There's nothing left to tie me to this world
Except to be the one to avenge the fallen
It's so easy to prey on the weak
When the weak don t have a choice
Just imagine if the bled fought back to reclaim what's been taken from them

Blood money

8. Truth Be Told

From birth we re shown
The mistakes of generations
Open our eyes to stare their shame in the face
Our curse to walk among the living
And face this wretched, twisted

Fucked up world is all because of you
Coat the ground with the shit you spew
Truth be told, I'd rather die like me
Truth be told, than to live like you

Baptized in waters
Poisoned by your so-called savior
Shoulder the burden
Of our crimes of being born
Our fate to wade among the burning fields
And face the monsters we've become
The monsters we've become

You say we're self-righteous
You won't hold us back
Every word from your mouth digs your own grave
We will burn you
Pay for your mistakes
This is the final word
Our time has come

Fucked up world is all because of you
Coat the ground with the shit you spew
Truth be told, I'd rather die like me
Truth be told, than to live like you
Truth be told, I'd rather die like me
Truth be told, than to live like you

How long will it take to see this is our time?

9. Vive Ut Vivas

You've always told me just to be myself
To make decisions based on who I thought I'd become
Gave me every chance
The path I chose led me to this life
I hope I'm everything you wanted to see
All I ever wanted was to make you proud
I tried everything to do my best
But failure always seems to grab me by the neck

How much longer will it take to justify all my mistakes?
I just want you to believe that this is where I was meant to be
How much longer will it take to justify all my mistakes?
I just want you to believe that this is where I'm finally free

I'm not the perfect son you thought I would be
I can't shake the feeling that somehow I failed you
Every minute, every dollar I've wasted
Promising so much and delivering nothing
I swear to you I'm trying to succeed
I hope you understand this is all for you
Everything I am is to prove to you
That I won't be broken

I'm the end result of all my bad decisions

How much longer will it take to justify all my mistakes?
I just want you to believe that this is where I'm finally free

This is where I'm finally free

10. In The Silence

Darkness is the greatest teacher
Allowing ones to see themselves
And every ounce of shame they carry
Praying that they ll never repeat
In the silence no one listens
To what we need to hear
When there s no one else around
The only one left to blame is yourself

Learned my lessons well
Over and over again
Force-fed lies until I choked
In this cell
I scream with rage
I wait until a voice responds to me

Take my hand and I'll make you see
I'll show you sights you'd never believe
I'll take you to a place where these walls mean nothing now

A life disposed
My skin becoming scales
A soul this bruised could never be whole again
Send someone to heal
These self-inflicted wounds
Cannot fix what is broken

The moments pass so violently
I feel the change through grinding teeth
What once was me is gone forever
Leaving your walls far behind
The moments pass so violently
I feel the change through grinding teeth
What once was me is gone forever
Leaving your walls far behind

I'm leaving your walls far behind
I leave your walls far behind

Took your hand and you made me see
Showed me sights I never believed
Took me to a place where these walls mean nothing now

10. In The Silence

Darkness is the greatest teacher
Allowing ones to see themselves
And every ounce of shame they carry
Praying that they ll never repeat
In the silence no one listens
To what we need to hear
When there s no one else around
The only one left to blame is yourself

Learned my lessons well
Over and over again
Force-fed lies until I choked
In this cell
I scream with rage
I wait until a voice responds to me

Take my hand and I'll make you see
I'll show you sights you'd never believe
I'll take you to a place where these walls mean nothing now

A life disposed
My skin becoming scales
A soul this bruised could never be whole again
Send someone to heal
These self-inflicted wounds
Cannot fix what is broken

The moments pass so violently
I feel the change through grinding teeth
What once was me is gone forever
Leaving your walls far behind
The moments pass so violently
I feel the change through grinding teeth
What once was me is gone forever
Leaving your walls far behind

I'm leaving your walls far behind
I leave your walls far behind

Took your hand and you made me see
Showed me sights I never believed
Took me to a place where these walls mean nothing now







WIDOW SUNDAY LYRICS